Wednesday 11 February 2009

LIVE LOVE LIFE!!

...this may sound a bit depressing....ppl reading my blogs always laughed and smiled..i donno..if i'd strive you to think some thing unusual....or..I donno...what it would be...an author is a producer of both hits and flops...so...m no author..bt still..i always wanted my blogs to be hit...do boom boom...blogging at this topic,i planned it 2 days ago..but for the only thought that--writing about life...huh! how boring!!like a usual blogger or an article in news paper,which many times just go un noticed...seeing those bold figures"LIFE!"

feb 9:

my lab internal,I was very elated that the theory papers are over and lab internals would just get over in a jiffy...Pa yelling--"y didn't you have ur break fast.....?"and I stealing my eyes away from him..n running,planning which movie..luck by chance/Dev D!?...I am very famous at planning flop shows in my college..but,this time I had it in my mind that even if farin says -no..i'd drag her n take to the theater!

I was sitting on stairs,having a regular chat with my friend.."the how was ur sunday..what did u do..?"types..

One of my most irritating friends,a keralite ..i love her..hyderabadis..my other mates think shes annoying....Rani..I signalled her--ah...mast lagri aaj..!she signalled me come down..i went down with a "huh!!whaaat..?" expression...And never did I knew that I'd hear some thing..like this..--A news of death of one of my dearest frnds father..farin..whom I was supposed to drag to the theatre..

I donno..how people kept mum.,..my teras bursted out..i tried calling farin..but it said switched off..the signals don't catch in my college permises..i rushed out of the campus....i never took a call wen the phone showed "papa calling!"I used to give it to mum..or any body around..not that i didn't want to talk to him..but only to avoid his--"ache se khana khao...cross the road carefully !"dose..

i wept and wept..inconsolably..and dialled Pa's number..and cried my heart out!!

and gave him..my version of..ache se khana khao..and other++ dose!..

I recollected, how I left for the college..without bidding bye to Pa!

After spending 2 days pensively...the only answers I got for my Q'ns--what life's for??...if I have to die one day..why dosn't God take me away from ppl now..?what is life for...etc etc ...thousands of Q'ns speeding at a frequency of more than light!

I realized the importance of many things..I was missing..giving an excuse of time....

I realized,how I forgot the episode of the girl on the foot path..who I promised some clothes!!!

I realized..how I stopped singing at nights,my love for irritating my sis!.. :P..and many more things..which i'd re -establish in my life!..hope fully from today!

I remember,my sis buying pencils for some kids..at the store,when they returned it..coz they didn't have money...lifes not all about having things for you..it's all about sharing...it's all about giving..it's all about doing what you love!

I don't know what life's got for me tomorrow...what i knew today was,that I wanted glass colors...and I was very desperate to see that girl on foot path...i didn't found her..but I bought glass colors..

it's all about, what you wanna have..it's all about what you wanna do!!

you want to extend a helping hand..
do it now! do it now!
or say a kind word
say it now !!say it now!!
you shouldn't wait. It might get too late ....
well...I am not the author of the above lines...copied from a column of TOI called soul curry! :P
Hindi version --कल करे सो आज कर ,
आज करे सो अब!
Santh kabir --"u still rock!!" ;)

3 comments:

Farheen-echoes said...

Which movie? You Wanted to drag me to? :P

nameera said...

It was DEV D! :P

Farheen-echoes said...

lol! Emotional Atyachar! :P
Missed It! :/