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The first Thanksgiving!

2010-11-30T02:34:00.003-05:00

A blog a month!

Bad strategy, I know...lost the blogging track so badly. No posting, no following.

Someone's said I have engaged myself in absolutely mundane activities, which are of no use...agree!absolutely!

Mmmm..Not pondering much on that, my this post's about all new things and new experiences....

Sunday Night; sadness that the weekend's over and a recap on what all happened in the weekend, weekend'd be wrong-the thanksgiving break!

Weekend's normally start from friday, but being thanksgiving the holidays were declared from thursday...

People started for vacation out of state and the others waited eagerly for 'the black friday'..and so were us...

Had heard about thanksgiving back in India...Electronic goods, clothes everything at throw away prices...We all were so excited. The holiday feeling was ON on tuesday itself, for one of the friends was leaving for Texas... we all were so excited about his going... Having relatives here's a boon...You can go to relative X's place then relative X will take you to place Y and then at some time Z relative X will come to visit you, take you for shopping and blah blah...which unfortunately I cant take a privilege of...coz the X element's missing. :P

Wednesday was a real bad day, me down with cough and cold and people saying 'Todays class got cancelled coz of Thanksgiving'...Watching Inception with that heavy head made it more bad(doesn't mean Inception was bad). With the end of the class I thought it was the end of the day...Half dead on the way home my friends tell that we are going to Deathly hallows HP today. Everyone was ready to kick start the vacation, except me..Yes, everyone must be aware of the famous quote 'When all is well, Nameera is not well' :P

One was going for seniors birthday party and the remaining were eagerly waiting for the movie...so, I was left with no option stale at home/Go for HP.

I played drama for an hour..after Saradon/ zandu balm, Oil in hair, muffler round the neck, monkey cap, gloves and sweater...When they were booking the tickets online, I felt I am not doing that bad, I can see the movie.

Theatre wasn't Ohh Ahhhh Great..but the good thing was in a theatre of capacity of 500 people, they were only 30-40 seats were filled. Choose your own seats..What an awesome place for love birds, all silent, dark, no people around watch movie if you want and paying the regular movie ticket price you get the experience of watching the movie alone..Ahem!I hope I don't adopt Pesto Sauce's writing trait in some days..

HP was disappointing, very much this time...each time I watch it, I say 'the previous one was better'...Or may be I didn't like it coz my over excited Potter Sis wasn't beside with me to answer my stupid questions during the movie.

The day started at One noon on thursday, Siva(the most notorious here :P...the next blog or when I am most bored I'd write about new people here) bought a seniors car. Thank God, we got the car, walking in snow would have been for all of us..The fella took a day long time, it was a surprise to all his roomies...Me and my roomie knew it... we kept him calling whole day, he came in the evening 7 and we come to know that the car was parked yesterday itself in front of the apartment...Huh!

The other roomie in the same house bought the car on the same day in the afternoon...but we were much excited about this car coz it was our own...parked in front of our apartment.

It was raining and Rahul the pujari of our group did Pooja, Did aarthi, put Kum kum, turmeric and rice grains on the car... and I too kept my holy book in it.

The day doesn't end here...Midnight starts the day we were waiting eagerly for, since the time we were in India-'Black Friday'.

We went to Walmart with our beloved seniors Randeep and Srikanth.. I didnt find clothing very interesting, no brand makes it all dull...so was walmart, they were few good deals on Electronic goods, We had no plans to stay there whole night, but one of my friend stood stubborn there for the Sony Camera, which had a queue and the distribution of the camera would start at 5 AM.
Three in the group were tired and went into the car to sleep...we sat down in the queue for the GPS, few people slept in the queue.

With people the weather too went off the track, it snowed and it was so chilly. I can never forget that frozen moment, where I was just wearing a fleece Jacket, Siva trying to open the lock for five minutes and Shree jumping, to save himself cold, shouting...'Oh man...open it! Open it!!'
We came back at six thirty in the morning, slept for two hours and then again started for shopping-Sommerset Mall...all brands International brands together made confused Nameera more confused and thanks to Siva for holding bags and running across the stores...Others had no patience, my roomie gave up the very first time we went for shopping... :P
Bought few things for siblings... It felt good in buying not big but atleast something from the big stores- Abercrombie, Victoria Secrets. Didn't buy anything for self( no! not gaining sympathy...shopped for self almost everytime we go to a mall...so this times minused me).
Saturday, the bakra had to be halal'd, trapped Siva for the treat for his new car and the fella did pay a huge amount as a newbie; not earning anything.
Sunday, when I got up I found that my eyes were all red and watering...I stopped using lenses a month back coz of the same reason and I used it a day before and it started again.

Everybody had something for thanksgiving, I had Eye drops and and...Pharmacy's here are not like India, limited to medicines...they're huge and have more Skin/Hair care, toilettery than medicines. So, there was a sale on Loreal products and I got a lip color for 2 point something dollars... ;)

Of all things about thanksgiving, If I'd wait for thanksgiving the next year its the thanksgiving dinner/Lunches..I'd like to thank all those who fed me Turkey and yummy salads. I am in love with a salad called 'Coleslaw'...I will make it definitely and eat daily...my senses cant forget that taste still...Yumm!!!

tHE hOsh potch Blog!

2010-10-27T21:05:00.000-04:00

Many times heard sis saying/writing 'Shit happens' but never used it...
But today ughhhhh!!I wanna yell 'Shit happens!!!!!!!!!!!!'

Work whole day like a dog, attend class at 5 till 7...you see a friend after the class, who can give you a ride to your home...you are all elated coz you don't have to walk one mile home and plan to get chicken from a friends place and cook at your place and then eat..!
Now! you are at your friends doorstep...stupid friend with you's got no keys..and the other roomies are also not at home. You calm down and console your heart to manage with ghaans phoos today, chicken tomorrow.
You are in front of your apartment and you see no lights on...and that's when...when you recall...last time when you forgot your keys you sat in your balcony and wrote a blog! it's time now..time to post..
time to post the forgotten draft....

I don't even know if there's any relation/similarity between me sitting and typing down what all went wrong today and the draft lying in blogger bag past one week. It shouldn't take you much to transit from frustrated Nameera who forgot the keys to Nameera sitting in cool breeze on public libraries terrace.

Blink!! and you are here...

Blink!!!

'I used to get up in the morning, go for jogging, have flakes in cool milk and then go and sit in the library...'

The last time i had a chat with her, where i was giving her lame excuses for being very busy (not finding time for myself)..she shooted the above lines. Alas! I am here.. sitting in the terrace of Public Library and cutting time..Libraries are meant to read.. aren't they..that too silently...that too you don't even get a reason to get your glance off your books sight no going and opening the fridge or moving the lids to check if you can lick something secretly. If I give this reason to sis for not going to library..then she'll probably say 'You have coffee shop there..'
Ugh!She has all the possible reason to oppose me.
Stop!Stop! It's not that I don't like Libraries or I don't like my sister nagging me all the time...
I am thankful to the library....Library in the college and the public library here, for I get some peace and freedom from the regular telugu/tamil/kannad chap chap chat chat! ten people speaking in all different languages at the same time.. and about sissy nagging..If I am good at anything or atleast mediocre then it's all her grace...More than myself if someone's kept all time eye on me, then it's her, each time trying push me to various things only to discover my personal interest...Books/clothes/hair/studies ..nah! :P In the end after all her yelling, she'd pick a dress, do my hair...something different which she use to think I'd like.

I like it or not...and I say 'It's Ok' :D
Digressing badly.

Blink!!
Frustrated Nameera's back!
Sorry readers...nothing much to type.
At that point of time on terrace the only thing in my mind was that I am sitting here coz of my sister...trying to develop that keeda of reading books...which I think I've lost big time now..since the time I've come here.
**** end of the blog****

P.S relation/similarity in me writing a blog at both the different times, different spot about different things...both are written at the same place-'LIBRARY'

Coming next post: How I am wasting/ cutting time here and how that can be set right...why do I ponder on that, one stop center 'Sis'. Ask her!! :P

Naya desh and the savings account.

2010-09-23T23:39:00.035-04:00

It's been more than a month since I set foot in this country.
A month gone by and it still feels it was yesterday I landed.
With a wide scope of all the things I observed,Tissue Paper Country is the best term i can use for the country.

The rustic hyderabadi initially find it too difficult to say hi and smile at every stranger passing by. The country's all about Hi!Howdy! In other words hollow and plasticity...lacking emotions...two days and I learned their amenities too." Hi!How are you?" to strangers and "sorry" if you touch them accidentally. Courtesy++!

The first two days, the only thing I blabbered on phone to everyone was 'Kya mummy tissue paper'.
I wonder if USA is actually so concerned about the 'Go Green, Go paperless' concept... then why not Go green, Go without tissue to the loo.? Ah!I seriously don't have any problem using tissues, but spending 16$ on the kitchen rolls, and something similar on the toilet rolls too...bwah!

Water!!!!God! If you look for water, you'll get things better than water BUT nothing less than 1.5$. In this corner they save water... :P I carry a bottle everyday ;)

Now that I am all talking about money, I'll pen down how I save it or how I stop it getting it out of my account...
*Fill the coffee mug full, infact till the milk overflows the cup.. every time I buy a coffee...no!no I am not buying coffee every day, rarely. One thing I remember when I say coffee, Monika(my roomie) adds all the flavors to the coffee whenever we buy one, Poor chick ends up giving it to someone else before she reaches half the mug, no, that someone else isn't me..ok! ;P

*Take all the coffee flavor sachets, mayonees/sauce all the packets whatever for free near the coffee table.
Free stuff...never leave it...that's the policy till now.
(My stupid sister cried the last time I told her about the free mayonees ..don't cry Hums the mayoness isn't worth your tears, it's only worth the stupid bread I eat in the morning)

*Free chocolates-I never liked chocolates till now, I remember papa eating all of them at night, coz I use to say 'no,not now' every time and keep them in the freezer. Few stores here at the billing desk have free chocolates in colorful wrappers and every time i go there I make sure I have one in my mouth before the starting of purchase and two in my pocket at the time of billing. Initially it looked weird, but now...I go and take them proudly.
Ahem!Ahem...when this blog was lying somewhere in the drafts, infact yesterday, when i gave a visit to the same shop...the man at the counter said-'those chocklates aren't for free...' I kept arguing that i take them for free in the evening, that's when the owner of shop's present...the fella at the desk informed that those chocklates are of 30 cents and imagine i've been to the shop 20 times plus... :P

*Soft board Pins-I take one/two of different color each day I go to the university from the notice board. Trying to make a collection out of it :P

*The hand sanitizer-They're hand sanitizers on the walls and I don't use it for my hands but I take it and put it on someone's face who's around...that's fun. I used it on my hands couple of days, I didn't find it good..so I stopped. Ah! That doesn't matter, I am using it is what matters ;)

*Free samples at Fieldhouse desk- Field house is where we spend time after the class...waste time actually. Sports, Gym and all.. so, here at the check in desk every week they're free samples of shampoo/conditioner, perfume kept...even if guys forget taking it I take one for them each day till the samples get over. sadly, didn't get any girly stuff there till now.

For now digest this...
khadoos H1ites will come up as soon as i encounter any stupid Indians trying to act smart or blah blah..when my blood'd boil and when I can write all Beeep beep stuff :P

All love and Care,
Nameera.

Touch!

2010-09-15T10:57:00.002-04:00

It's been so long I touched...touched someone with affection, devotion...touched someone without that 'Tujh me rab dikhta hai factor' :P
haha!Stop laughing this one again isn't a funny post...so!close that window of close up add.

I vividly remember the n- number of times I shook hands and tried to get that 'apna' feeling...the kind of feeling that went unnoticed when all those golden touches, hugs, kisses, pats, hits were around.

I wish I had an option of freezing....a freeze button and you sojourn in the moment...be there till you want.

Back home when I don't use to have mom beside me at night while sleeping...I used to hug a pillow and sleep. It was after two weeks I bought that extra pillow here, the cheapest one in meijer (2.5$ including taxes). The pillow's now become a papad in a week with a 20 kg or 40 pounds on it...that's my leg!duh!not to forget only one! Then I searched for a teddy bear in stores, cheapest teddy bear google search..but no! Teddies here aren't as cheap as pillows. :(
I wish I had a teddy with which I'd go to the university, take it around everywhere and grope anytime, anyone! :P

The first time I saw Bhargav Joshi(senior)...I so much felt like hugging him, he's one teddy bear in LTU- cuddly!Not like Mom, but he's got flesh on him so... :P
Yesterday I shook hands with him in a different way, not that casual shake...just to get that plump feeling. heheh I don't do that to everyone...I am not a weirdo!

Coming back to the touches...things I wouldn't let go, just to get that feeling....

* When starting for the airport, I wasn't able to find a hanky...so I grabbed Papa's hanky...
When I was unpacking here...I packed it in a transparent pouch, stapled it and it occupies a place beside the holy Quran and jaanmaz(prayer mat).

* Sisss!!!!! I wont remove the chain u put in my neck when I was almost ready to leave home...saying 'This is safety..' how dare I remove it...My sis cried infront of me for the first time...the baby cried too..it's worth so many tears...how dare I remove it? I won't ever! never!! not for platinum or even Kohinoor.
Love you sis.stupid I am all tears...I didn't cry then coz I had reserved tears for now. Haha...I wonder if I should sit with a tissue paper everytime I post..all my readers will be gone then and I'd rename my blog as Rotu's blog.

*The Pickle and the powder packets on which sis wrote in ink... 'Edible powder' haha!

Sadly nothing so silly from Mom and Humz and So!
I now understand why Rashmi deedi cried hugging mom when she was in Hyderabad. It appeared so silly then hugging someone else's mother and crying...Mom I miss the million dollar hugs of yours, I miss the way I used to put a leg and a hand on you and sleep. I now know how heavy I am...pity that pillow here.khehe!

* I also miss Jeetu's hugs smilies. :( Time difference doesn't allow even those '>:D<' lifeless smilies on net.

Miss all the hugs, touches, pats and kisses.

Love you all..
Nameera.

P.S: the makhan in the Namz's blog page is not all gone...wait for the next blog, tissue paper country and The dreadful...r***** you'll get to know..well!keep guessing! ;)

NIGHTMARE

2010-08-24T13:34:00.001-04:00

Dear Readers,

Till I get my own lappy adjust with the flat not so entertaining blogs from me...
Hyd jet airways flight:The flight got twenty five minutes delayed. Papa accompanied me till delhi... got a non reclining seat poor papa..'the jnnurm bus service in hyderabad is ten times better'

Landed at Delhi, seeing it I felt proud, Delhi Airport stands noway in comparision to the Rajeev Gandhi International Airport at Hyd..Didn't see the complete Delhi Airport but with whatever this is my opinion
Saw Mummy Sis Hums crying at the Hyd airport, now it was papa's turn...
with the whole send off experience and till I boarded the DELHI-FRANKFURT flight, I bet any director will buy my script for a sequel of Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham...In other words, I'd have never left India if I knew I'd get so many surprises and haha so many tears, pappis and jhappis.

I was supposed to take the DEL-FRA plane from Terminal-3; yes the newly opened terminal...Now the question was 'Can papa come till Terminal-3?' THE GMR bus would drop me till terminal-3, but only the passengers; meant papa can't accompany me further. There was no such moment I felt this sad, pity...we bribed the driver to let papa in...he didn't accept it..I knew this were the last moments with papa in India..he saw us... Indians...anything big than emotions and Love ..?No!He let papa in to the bus. We were so so happy! Papa kept saying 'I am a brave girl..' All the way in the bus I held papa's and in mine and my my head on his shoulder. Holding his hands I missed someone's touch...Mommy! I missed those cuddly soft hands...I heard something back my mind then..the kuch kuch hota hai's MAA tone(where the girl anjali's got to speak few words on 'Mother' in a competition..) Movies are not drama...they are real, each little thing inspired from real life.
Terminal 3: Papa will have to leave now, He did a bye bye, I warned him not to cry ..so he didn't the time spent in the bus till terminal 3 was enough to ward sorrow off.
He didn't go till I got my luggage checked in...we kept in touch on phone..he stood at the same get where we both got separated from each other...a security guard with a riffle in hand the big glass gate separating a daughter-father...Am I getting dramatic? My masters degree taking me aloof from all my loved ones.
I got my bags checked in I called papa, we waved hands; and when I called papa the next moment..It showed 'Unavailable' Papa's cell phones battery was dead. Mum, Sis and Farin kept bugging me on cell and all my balance ended there with the roaming on.

Immigration check and all formalities done...I went to the washroom..The cleaner lady there greeted everyone..'Namaste..' I talked to her for few minutes and told 'Aap akhri bharatiya naari ho jisse main India mein baat kar rahi hoon...'

Boarded the plane, thankfully I got an aisle seat..I came to know it that time, what an aisle seat means..sis explained me ten times...and when I boarded DEL-FRA and when she asked me 'did u get an aisle seat..?' I asked her what is it? ;P
Papa, Sis and Mummy called again when I was seated in the plane. Papa called from the telephone booths 5-6 times in a duration of half an hour..through Mum I came to know how much he walked for the booths and how a taxi driver gave him his phone.. :((
Nothing much on television I slept..I always fancied about the flights when JK told me about his hectic business schedule ones..Now I know what pain they are!Huh! The train experience and people on train, their spicy chats were much better than the 'mind your own business' passengers in the plane.
FRANKFURT Airport: I wanted to study in Germany, US was never a goal..I was happy that atleast I am getting to visit the country. And now..now! I HATE GERMANY! I hate those dehaati Germans who hardly understand english and shout shout bark at passengers.

Landed at 7:30 there and I was supposed to take the next flight at 8:10, good news was I had to board in from the same terminal but bad news was..my flight was Lufthansa under it written operated by United Airways so the flight number 'd change again and there was no help desk and the people I asked either didn't knew English or were shouting saying- 'I am doing my work here can't you see..' That was so rude. I didn't find that attitude at Indian Airports, infact the Indian crew there gave more importance to the foreigners. That's what you call 'Atithi Devo Bhava'..If any foreigner reading it..it means-'A guest is equal to God'

Incredible India!
With my trolley bag and leather jacket and bagpack I ran through the transits..I was sweating. A-60 was the gate..more big the number...more you have to run to catch the flight. I went to the gate and asked for a boarding pass...with only ten minutes for the plane to take off, the lady there started asking me n- number of questions..nationality..you carrying drugs which was all scary, adding to that the guy at the counter beside gave me the wrong boarding pass. I boarded the plane, asked the air hostess my seat number and seeing the boarding pass she replied 'this is not your boarding pass for this plane..' My face turned multicolored. I showed her my ticket and requested her that I wont get off from this plain what ever happens coz I have the ticket with me...Thankfully nothing more dramatic happened and I got a middle sit this time..in the mid row..which was ugggggh! Seven plus hours there and the next destination will be Chicago.
CHICAGO AIRPORT: Landed at about 10:30. The scenario at the Customs and the security check was like at our raithu bazaar(farmers market), people of different color, creed, country-blacks, whites and the brown dotted pink chicks :p..

+400 people at the customs check...And now starts the drama..Chicago being 'the port of entry'I was supposed to check in my luggage again. I went to the carousel searching for my luggage..and turning the horrible experience into a terrible one.. I found no bags of mine on the carousel. Some man showed me claim bag section, I told him that it was Air India's counter, he told me that missing baggage tracking counter is the same. Like a fool I stood in the queue for half an hour..and when my turn came the lady at the counter pointed her pen and said 'this is for Air India passengers only'.

One hour left to board another plane, luggage missing, no boarding pass in hand...and every gora saying 'I am not the right person you are asking..'
Thirty minutes left for boarding..Sticking to the lady at the baggage claim's words I forgot about the luggage..went to the security check in and the guard there told me that I am not allowed unless I have a boarding pass..Last time I was given the boarding pass at the gate :( I was asked to go to other terminal to get the boarding passes. Staff at the help desk busy with their colas chatting with each other..they told me its a self service at the other counter to get the boarding pass. I was already mad and now was asked to play with the machine. In that state of mind even dialing a phone number seemed as complex as understanding a JAVA program for an electronics student. A Indian crew member saw me struggling and helped me..some relief! I had the boarding pass..now again go back to the same terminal I came from for the security check..Queue again! I requested people and got in front..No time and they ask to remove the shoes too...huh! I was in now, in the safety zone..Find out the gate your plane is at..F-11. Wow!no A,B,C,D,E but EFFFFFF! Ran ran and ran again..I wanted to change my shirt..24+ hours and the same shirt, no brushing the teeth or washing the face. The last run was over and I was at the gate before five minutes....freshed up and the next priority was to call the family..took quarters(25 cents) from the man who was mopping the floor. Unlike India the greedy States Govt doesn't ISD service at the telephone booths..You got to buy an international dialling card to do that. Lootere saale, jahan se kheechni hai kheech lo!
So! This was my first International flights experience -NIGHTMARE!
I pray even the enemies don't experience anything like this..Not even Obama!

For Indians:
Pappis Jhappis
Lots of love
Nameera. ;)

Blog written: On the first night in USA, when I was experiencing Jet lag.

Adios India.

2010-08-16T23:58:00.001-04:00

I am going on a leave; leave from a peaceful king size life...

Sipping the morning tea with a news paper in hand, endless chat with Mom...I realize what all I am going to miss...(read sacrifice) :P

* First thing in the morning, looooo!

Resting in the washroom, knowing your sister is waiting for a bath the other side of the door.

* Chewing the brush sitting in the balcony...not leaving it till Mum brings the tea tray...(That's the trick you should play if you want to avoid making tea in the morning)

* Gossip!Gossip with Mom about Papa, bitching at Hums(Potter Sis) and my efforts of putting words in Mom's mouth ;lecture to bro on how brat he's getting day by day.

* When at home breakfast, lunch and dinner all are same...a dollop of Ghee and Rice and you are again sleepy at eleven in the morning.

* Lazy me wouldn't get time or see time for lunch, when hungry would go and pour cold milk in the mug and sip it glued to the system..eating Sis, JK and swappy's brains.

* Hums sitting with her lunch or post lunch plate and stuffing food in my mouth...(Me still glued to system) and she narrating what all happened in college.

* Me and Hums fighting on 'it's your turn to make the evening tea'.

There are many things I am going to miss...This was names sake bye bye post from India..

Will be flying at 07:55 PM from HYD-DELHI-FRANKFURT-CHICAGO-DETROIT by Lufthansa Lufthans!

My first International flight...Hope I get good company and you readers get another entertaining blog like the last time when I was on train...

Reporting last from India.

P.S Don't worry I won't stop Blogging ;)

06-10

2010-08-07T07:21:00.005-04:00

2006-2010
No! I didn't get my Graduation Cap and Degree Yet. But for I have completed four big years of Engineering and got my results long longgggggg back as a faithful blogger who shared every important event of her life, I couldn't keep myself back from writing this post...
THE FIRST GLANCE
25th Sep-2006
Spoilt brat who thought would get a payment seat in a Hi-Fi Vasavi or CBIT Engineering college was dumped into a Minority Women's Engg college. And it was this day(they said it was Orientation day, which I don't think was at all) I saw my college for the very first time, painted pink coz it was Women's and it's architecture somewhat like Minars or Tombs coz it was a minority(minority in A.P is a quouta/status given to muslims). Papa was there with me, the moment I said 'this?' he was ready 'Kitna acha hai, Pink building..so big..coconut trees, such a nice climate...what else do you want? And moreover 'ONLY GIRLS' '

I saw few known faces, but they were not enough to lessen the grief in anyways...Papa was deep into the lectures of the professors. I couldn't control it more and in the midst of 300+ people I started crying...nobody noticed it, that's the good point or may be I didn't notice anybody noticing it...
THE FIRST DAY AND THE FIRST FIGHT
With all fake enthusiasm I entered the college at 7:45..the college timings as informed was eight to one thirty or two. All I saw in the college were few sleepy seniors...with oil in their hair and were not even sure about how to scare the newbie. I fought with a senior the very first day... Seniors-Juniors weren't a big deal then, for the anti-ragging thing was full On...

We enter into the classes and reserve benches, i tried befriending few acquaintances and for the same wanted to reserve a bench for them too.. A fat chubby cheeks chick starts arguing with me..'First come first serve..yeh kaunsa rule hai? Your friends come late and you reserve place for them?'
Blah blah..we fought....I had to take a step back and sit on the third bench...
F.R.I.E.N.D.S AT THE FIRST SIGHT
That chubby Cheeks became a good friend after few days...she's 'Rushu..', Miss best smile of our batch..

On fourth bench sat a cuddly girl, Shilpi-Dilli wali, always sleeping...I never looked back coz I'd feel sleepy too seeing her..along with her sat a sad and tensed puppy-that's Uzma! Always tensed and confused.

The third day I see this girl accompanied by her sister(senior too) who missed/skipped the previous day's classes and enquiring what was taught and when told there were lots of assignments, she took a deep breath and said 'acha hua main nahi ayee...'
That's Keshu/Penguin, My Miss Right and Wrong...Anything I doubt and apprehensive about-She's the medicine.

A week goes by... and I see a newbie transfered to our college...hardly trying to mix with others and trying to prove 'Oh!I can be alone..I am a superwoman and I don't care if you give attention to me..'
That's------Angel, Farin Angel.
Now a days we fight a lot so we are 'Tom and Jerry' now.
CLASSES
Classes!Classes!
They were never ever interesting...In other words the faculty never tried making them interesting.
I hardly remember writing down notes..I used to nod my head and scribble in the diary with a pen which wouldn't write...yes with no ink in it or I used pencil coz I thought 'Why waste Pen/Paper', we also planned if the lecturer would ask 'why aren't you taking notes..?' we'd say'we are sisters..'(me and the ultra fair chick beside me)..
A lecturer once came and checked my bag to see how many books I carry...Thank God Sidney Sheldon was lying in my desk then.. :p

This is when I got the habit of reading...starting with Five point someone of Chetan Bhagat, Sidney Sheldon, the twilight boring series and many other authors now.
Will never forget How Shil and Uzma quarreled for the twilight books, how they bought the whole series putting their pocket money. :P

Can never forget how shil got caught every time she pretended writing notes while reading the vampire and other stuff...
LABS
Gosh! Ask me which software language are you good in?
None!
No E-CAD/C/VLSI/Verilog. Technically what I learned in four years is nothing, absolutely zero.
The practical Labs were interesting...though half of the equipments were in a 'to be repaired condition..'when we'd get to practice in the lab hours and a technician would repair them just before the practical final exams.Huh!

VIVA

You'd get to see everybody flipping pages of N-number of readers, making notes. But Namz every time knew, even if she prepares for VIVA, the lecturers wouldn't question her the easy ones or even if she answer them right ,..it'd sound wrong to the them, may be this is every students psychological state of mind.

I remember one of the lecturers saying ..'I'll give you a zero..Go!' in final external Lab. Oh!that was Udaya Lakshmi, terror for all the Electronics students...

EXAMS
Frankly speaking exams were never so handy! :P
Buy an ALL IN ONE/BIBLE(that's the name of publishers)..in simple words its guide for you...If you are going to write a 2010 paper look for questions of 2009, all you have to do is Love it sincerely for +24 hours before exams... and you are done, you'll pass with a 70% for sure... :P
That's JNTU.
And all you graduates passed from here...cheer here once 'JNTU Zindabad!JNTU Zindabad!'
Yes..Yes I know it only gave us a little more on our memos and zero knowledge. But when you are given a chance why not utilize it? We did it..completely.

Few things which I/We did and can never ever forget...
Ran from college without taking a permission from the medical entrance..One of the lecturers saw me..and took me to H.O.D the next day, when the H.O.D asked me 'Where and why did u go?' I replied 'I have a seminar today and I wanted to prepare for it..' :P
I remember how everybody supported me, when i was taken to the H.O.D specially sweetheart Sabi(Class Representative) saying 'We all are there with you..don't worry'

It was in our second year when I took a half day leave and Keshu tried walking off from college too and the watchman caught us. when raised questions I said 'She came to drop me..bid bye..' :P

Can't forget the N number of times we ran from the backyard of college..We ran hiding ourselves through a 2-3 feet long grass... not fearing of insects or any creature in there. Crossing that area when we'd find ourself on the main road used to be such a relief!

The way we studied for Exams, upstairs in the corridors, on stairs anywhere where we'd find peace to study.
The anxiety of the last exam to come soon...

All the cups of Tea's and bottles of Thums up, Sprite and Fantas... wrappers of 'halke phulke potato chips' haha..
The endless hours we spent on the bus stop ...haaaaaa!

Ah!All those chit talks...between Me and Farin (Me on Last bench and Farin on First)..How can I forget I lost balance while picking the chit up and fell down from the bench in the middle of the class...
I still have few chits with me..

The way we wrote are final semesters exams-'MUTUAL coordination' is what we called it :P

There are many things to write...but these are the ones which even if I forget tomorrow the blog'd remind me...
College gave me few good friends who I wouldn't forget nor would they disconnect. And few other friends... best friends. People I befriended on net coz my college had less working hours..In short, the college wasn't all bad brought in new and good people in my life.

At last...I am dedicating this blog to all my buddies-Keshu, Farin, Sabi, Butool, Rush, Was, uzma and Shilpi and to all the E.C.E. 2006-2010 Batch mates...

Me- the special One.

2010-07-17T13:31:00.004-04:00

Papa last night said-‘I’ll spend the whole day with you beta…we’ll do all the shoes n boots shopping..’

Someone got her F-1 VISA, who? Will let you know…perhaps, that’d be the next blog entry and the shopping has to be done coz there’s no way for poor dodo to stick on with her chappals abroad.

I wasn’t excited for the Paa company, coz you know Men!!!Hah! I have seen Bro and I have seen Jeejs too..it’s as if we’ll encounter an earth quake if we don’t shop soon.

You readers must be laughing, at 22, girl talks about shopping with Papa. But as I am very keen on Promises made/Word Given.. it does matter to me..and it’s not new..

The Last time Paa bought me something was a Citizen watch, when I passed my B.tech 2-1 Semester. Potter sis’s face went like a balloon then..and he bought a watch next day which was + more times good than mine as Papa told Potter sis..you see the difference Gold stripes and Platinum stripes…no, Platinum/Gold doesn’t matter..what matters is when I secured agood percentage why should someone else get the fruit..

Ttwo suits in 2008( Pink with bright blue buttons and a green)Unfortunately it didn’t fit me and was given to Perfect/made for only you younger sister(known to u as Potter Sis)

So that doesn’t count…The last time P shopped for me was two suits on Eid-2006( Green and Black which I still wear and Mom says it’s my Trademark :P)

In 2004- Banglaore, when I met with an accident and was on bed rest, Paa said-‘ even you can wear it..’ when I said,’even I want the same…’when I saw him showing skirts and T’s for Potter Sis.

In 2003/02 when Sis was studying in Pune-Symbiosis when we went to meet her he promised me ten dresses in Bombay, but Mom thought we get much cheap and Best in Hyderabad…. everything can be cheap and best for Sis ,Potter sis, Mums bags everywhere. ya ya..If I have a good memory, there was a new member in family then, Chachu’s daughter and me being very selective my shopping list was pushed in the last and then Paa suddenly realized that it’s Winter and we should take winter clothing for the new born…

Before that was in class Seventh- My last Frock as a kiddo. I agree he shopped for me till I was in Class seventh..Frocks, Shoes matching Hair bands and Socks.

My account ends here.

The last time Pa shopped for Potter Sis was …

2010 July- first week, when everyone on phone were suggesting me to wear this that for my VISA interview. Pa came and handed over ‘W’ stores cover to my sis, which my sis in turn gave me thinking it was for me..haha

Last time he shopped for Potter Sis was every time she joined a new college…before commencement of every Academic..

Bags, Sandals, Clothes…

The last time Paa shopped for Sis..

You don’t know Sis..but he never shopped for anybody amongst us in home the way he did for you..

At the boots shop, he took your name first after Hums, me and So were just beside..

Every time he went to Bombay, the best textile of different colors and designs..

Frocks and her very first Jeans when we went to Shimla..

Yesterday, Paa gave Mom a Ten K and said ‘Shop for the shoes, I can’t come..you people do it in peace..’

Today while buying Luggage bags Mom inspite of my refusal asked Paa to come..and answer was the same…it’d take him time to reach the mall..

May be I am selfish, expect a lot but in the end I am a human being and we do need to the other side of the coin..

Both the girls at home except me have a perfect figure and a small size or even an M have much variety at stores…so may be I went unlucky here… :)

Aug-updated: Papa brings a leather jacket couple of weeks ago in which two Nameeras would fit in.. :P

I loved every bit of it :)

2010-06-14T10:54:00.000-04:00

End of college, endless wait for the updates from universities..I wonder how one can stay back home or how can one practice patience? I can’t is all I know and everybody around me does.

This is the time when every engineering student stays back home, waiting for results, counting days for the semester to begin..Half of the people go to their hometowns and the others like us sit at home struggling with their siblings, yelling ‘subha se tumhi baithe huye hai system pe…’

Every time the break embarks I have it in my mind..-this time I’ll do something different! Cook, glass paints, Martial arts :P Nothing escalates and I am left handicapped with the social networking sites. Before you say ‘Huh!’ stop! No they are not a waste of time always like Mom says.

Potter sis’s friend Monica came up with something good…A group run by students called Street Cause needed volunteers. They were setting a medical camp in a school and needed volunteers to aware people of the same in slums. And this was posted on Facebook..

This was something really exciting…something I never did.. with the same interest of serving people behind the chopped ambitions of joining navy, becoming a politician.. I was getting it do now.

Monica, Potter sis, Keshu and me registered our names..We were asked to volunteer in Banajra Hills.

8th June: Potter sis gave a hand..The indifference she wore was Pa’s anger at her unnecessary hangouts with friends. Huh! I was adamant about doing it, and once decided I don’t avert things. Sweet friend Keshu and Mona joined..We were asked to halt at a a place and Manoj(the guy who posted it on FB) came and took us to the slums.

90 people posted ‘attending event’ on FB and they were only 12 members including us and the organizers there.

We were divided into teams, teams were divided accordingly..

One telugu speaking and the other hindi speaking partner. Major population spoke telugu there..I was sad that I don’t know much telugu and that’d be a barrier in communication. Monica kept jabbering the same three four lines in telugu and I kept interrupting..with English words-free medical camp, free spectacles ..11th roju(day). Hearing it so many times then…after sometime even I started in telugu :P Each time we entered a house Monica asked ‘ Telugu aa? Hindi aa?’ She sighed each time they said Hindi…

At the doors sometimes dogs welcomed us and sometimes old women bathing kids…women sitting with open hair combing hair fighting lies.. :P

There were instances when we got scared of men too..An autowala followed us wantedly asking ‘I can also come?’

At a place a women listened to me quietly..I was wondering why is she not saying anything..then she started shouting ‘I can’t listen anything..you go ahead..’Other team narrated how they came across a AIDS patient and how people treated him..not touching him.

After tanning and sweating in sunlight for four hours day-1 ended.

9th June: My eye pained badly coz the previous night I watched Raajneeti late night on big screen.So, I couldn’t go..

10th June: After Mona’s much persuasion potter sis decided to come.

The slums on the other side had muslim people..Hearing syed nagar my eyes twinkled. It was my turn now to play the speaker. Mona and Manoj were spectators here.

Working in this area was painful than the Hindu basti(area with Hindu population). Safety and hygiene was something badly sacrificed, Potter sis got a shock when she touched an electric pole. They were some houses where I came back foot coughing experiencing nausea, coz they smelled that bad. Cats were scary fighting for thrown mutton and beef pieces on roads.

While explaining them, I once said- ‘Checkup aankhon ke liye(showing teeth) and daaton ke liye(showing eyes)….’ :P

Muslim population was difficult to deal…many of the teenagers asking stupid questions just to pass time. So we winded up early.

11th June -THE IMPACT DAY.

The whole thing was sponsored by Deloitte. A blue parade landed on the camp site( delloite employees). We were left in a corner in the blue cloud..but then we started inspecting how things were running much to disappointment the deloittes were disorganized. No volunteers positioned properly..then we two(keshu and me) took over the Dentist zone-me playing a peon cum security guard with all the patients prescriptions, Keshu-pharmacist, Mona and humz stood at the entrance serving people water. The only thing delloites did was ran with aquafina bottles after the foreign delloite workers, may be sponsorers. I don’t understand why few people still love to lick the whites shoes..so what if they are the sponsorers..One of the white men said ’No I don’t drink warm water..’the Indian deloitte worker replied ‘Sir, it’s normal water..’

Huh!Angrez kab ka chodhh gaye..hum hi abhi tak baaz ni aye!

We had Rahul working with us one of the senior Deloitte worker, wee bit sane when compared to others there. Dentist was smart…I should have taken a picture with him..shahh!

Playing peon was fun, people tried flattery on me so that I’d let them in to the doctor first.. :P Every other minute people’d start fighting, break the queue and I’d then switch to a security guards role :P Lunch time and everyone ran..we didn’t go for lunch, we thought we’d eat together with humz and mona who left for a mall in middle of all this.

Lunch time was over and Rahul came urged us to eat..we still didn’t eat..it was three then. Annoyed with our no’s he went and brought plates and food for us..It was a scene to watch all chicks staring..… :P

They started winding up things at four..but the dentist zone had so many patients left I didn’t stop taking the patients in, though they asked me to stop registering them. They closed their medicine kits and sat I went like a Jhansi ki rani and ordered them to give medicines..I can never forget that moment people holding my hands and thanking..

I never thought I’d feel this happy playing a peon and a security guard…

Thanks Street Cause & Deloitte ..

I got a Street Cause T-shirt too :)

So much in a day!!

2010-05-19T10:56:00.000-04:00

I've been waiting for something to happen..so that I can post it here...Everyone here knows that I write only when something jaw dropping, gloomy or blissful happens, coz like Sis and like other good blogger friends I don't know how to pen on and on and prove a point neither I am a poet, painter nor a cook :P

Coming to the point..I was waiting for something to happen, but something like this?Oh no!spare me please!

It's called 'Verilog' a programming language...which we hardly knew. last exam and I wanted to give my best, atleast not a backlog..not once did it happen that it's my last exam and I didn't write it well...this way results tension always came along with the end of exams..and so did it this time too..

I never faced such a paper, 8 questions, you know 1.5!!

Invigilator showed mercy and the exam hall turned all noisy..pouring water on my efforts to put something into the paper and atleast score a pass mark.

3 hours passed somehow and came the long waited end!

Forgetting the paper we enjoyed ourselves, for we'd not meet again, like this together anytime from now.

They tore papers, hugged and few of them cried-from the other batch the computer sciences chicks, we electros are strong, with a thousand watt of power in our friendship, which'd never end with the college.

The first person to call and congratulate was potter sis-Hums(whom I thought was mum,with so much noise around),then Orkut bhai Annu and then I called my sissy and then the last was Jeetu..

I took my cam to capture the last moments...we took loads of photos and as it was late to go party somewhere, few of us went to a near by place and celebrated it with cool drinks and pastries...!how can a naughty mind not use the cream?I applied all the cream on a friends face..someone on the tables said-'hey take a picture..'

Pastries were over,now it was time for pani puri!few of them unjoined...only three of us left.

Don't know for what reason I opened my bag..and to my horror my cam was missing!No!!

I kept whining,'it's gone...it's gone!what'll I tell mom now?'

Except how to find it, numerous ideas rushed into my mind..

-Someone snatched my bag and ran away...thank God I am safe!

-I forgot the camera in the morning..I kept it on sofa..it's not here?the bai must have taken it :P

-Create a scene-fake drama in which the thief unscrew the windows grill and scatter all the things in room and also disconnect the L.C.D, but Oh no! I came while the thief was trying to take the L.C.D away, he kept it on the washing machine outside and ran away with what all he got from the room = camera from the L.C.D cupboard :P

-Forget about the camera..When it's absence is discovered-' what do I know?I didn't see it!'

learnt this from Jeeju, he gave me this tip when I broke one of my sissy's vase in B'lore :P

Other two friends of mine ran their minds on how can we get it back and I kept whining..

Keshu encouraged, 'Don't worry you'll get it back, and if it had to go..then we can't help it even I lost a cell..' Butool(B) said,'that was just a cell, this is a camera!!'

Bad exam, and a lost camera aggrevated the gloom...

Dialled to friends who'd help me accessing the bus driver uncles number in which we came..Coz I vividly remembered keeping it in my bag after seeing the photos in the bus, and with all my senses present there was no thief around who'd have flipped it...

The only way to see the camera back was either in any of my friends bag or in the bus.

Both had zero probability coz no one took my cam, then I recollected-they wanted a picture,when I was playing with the pastries cream..called all of them who were present there...but luck doesn't come calling every time.

Dialled the class rep and took the contacts of people who could give us the drivers uncles number..after few dials got the number and he told us that the bus is kept in a garage and he didn't see any cam, coz he was the one who closed all the windows of the bus and parked it there.

I disconnected the phone, both of my friends were reluctant to get back home or see it tomorrow morning..

We dialled him again and I didn't talk this time B spoke and took the address of the garage, it was near a road which leads to airport..not much far though..

He said, 'you can't go there alone, its all dark and you also have dogs there.' hearing this all the horrified scenes came into my mind..a man following us with a knife in his hand, a dog running after us etc;

The man agreed to come and we decided to go there..the moment we took an auto Mom called asking where I was, I lied that we are at Gandipet(water park near our college)and waiting for the buses.

I disconnected the call to avoid her questions..

Potter sis called again and again shouting-'you know what's happening here in the city?'

two unknown men gunned down two policemen, and the city was on alert.

I again lied 'I have no battery in my cell..I'll call you soon.'

Reached the place..I was sure I wouldn't get it back..I had thoughts that the driver uncle must have taken it and only to prove his innocence tomorrow when we'd blame him of the missing camera from the bus he's coming so far for our rescue.

The auto fella said-21!I said' why 21?take 5*3=15!won't give 21..'he argued argued, I took out two tens and gave him..saying I don't have one rupee..he again started 'merko ek rupaiyya milta,tum woh bhi nahi dete?'

gave him a rupee..a rupee sounded so big then..with a camera of thousands gone a rupee would obviously sound big.

We walked to some distance, the driver uncle called again..I was sure now..he took it!he's acting helpful, only to save himself.

He was standing there with a torch in his hand..it was all dark, with few dogs around..not resembling the garage I imagined :P

I stepped into the bus first and then stopped..asked my other friends to go first.

We sat in the last third row..B saw it and screamed..It was lying there in the corner.

I jumped!jumped and kissed both of them...

I felt sorry about what all I thought of the man who helped us.

I don't know what'd have happened that night if I'd not have got it.

Thanks to both the sweet hearts and Driver uncle.

Those were the days....

2010-04-11T04:20:00.000-04:00

Last days of my college..with the project's deadline on 15th,I've been working day in night out...though I didn't give my heart out in the project like the mini project,the project completion like always is a tedious job,specially when it comes to the documentation...

I know I'll fall asleep if there's no music's on..I avoided too slow music...and in the midst of the playlist comes this song-Maula mere from Anwar..and I stop working and come here and blog....

Recalling my first days in college...October '06
New people, new lecturers and with 7 subjects and 5 labs came lots and lots of assignments..the drawing Lab used to be arduous, a new assignment every week..maths was no less too..

So the time I used to complete these assignments was after ten,plugging in the radio.. people were not much into networking those days,and something that took a toll in the city was the introduction of new radio channels...People went crazy..children switching radio as soon as they're back from school(Even I used too), people driving to work,back home..,women cooking and lastly watchmen, people on their night shifts and students like me..

We had these RJ'S Sameer and Chetan playing songs late night...I don't think I acn ever forget the way they used to say it 'suno sunao life banao...' it used to be fun, assignments on the other hand their P.J'S and music..music........it was this time I was mad,mad..really mad at this song, still I am!!The proof is the blog here...

I remember how I use to be hooked to the radio waiting for the song....my sister and I used to fight for the ear phones so much daily that papa bought us one more...

Once it was around two at midnight..I completed my studies and wanted to listen to this number and I called the radio station...but the lines were busy..so I couldn't make it tried about fifteen minutes but..bad luck. :(

With the song Sameer and Chetan became favorite too...it was T20 world cup those days and they use to give the cricket updates whole night,poor fellas...every morning we used to discuss them in the bus and I used to sleep in the class,being up in the night late till 1-2:30. :P
I almost had tears on the last day of world cup...for we'd have no Sameer and Chetan whole night again...the demand was so much that they didn't take the show off air, it was only till twelve then...

Madness of Sameer and Chetan increased and we were excited to know how they look like?....The hunt was on..we went to the cafe to check if they had photos on their profiles,but no!
And then...one day my friend comes with a paper bag made out of a magazine...handling it carefully and there there was Chetan!He didn't look that bad..but girls.........!!ugh!
Later we saw Sameer too on Orkut.. heehehe he was a lean guy..
After few days Sameer left the station...
I think Chetan's still on the job...it's been two years I heard him...

I never thought those days... struggling with the drafter and scales with the silly small machine playing music were actually so good!!
Today when I am here.. writing this,having the choice to play any song I like any number of times..playing the same song almost the 21st time.. I don't get the same feeling....that happiness,that madness..
Coz there's no Sameer or Chetan, no assignments, no scales and charts,maths assignment and no radio!

Don't know where you both are..Sameer and Chetan,I was a big fan of yours and still I am....

Good old days I miss them...

I am A +ve (read positive)!!

2010-03-25T02:16:00.000-04:00

Frustration,stress at its peak..life's been all of Sorrys these days....
Through this blog of mine I'd like to apologize all of them..who I've been rude to....

Ok...Chalta hai...just a gossip..
Me:Mummy,friend X's brother has bought an i phone lately and she says-'Bhaiyya ka phone use karte karte Mujhe touch screen ki adaat ho gayee..'
Huh!
Fifteen days later:
Mum buys Nokia 5800-touch screen(No I didn't insist her to buy that..I told her to buy any 5-6K one..)

(Me sitting on the sofa watching TV with Mum..)
My younger sis:Mummy,using your phone,I got accustomed to touch screen.
***drops jaws*****

Ok..Ok...Chalta hai...atleast when it comes to Dhoni...or yuvraj or Srishant...or..or...
Bro preparing for his exam and me disturbing him with my IPL chat...
Me:Chennai Superkings lost again...Dhoni chala gaya hoga facebook per update dene...
Bro laughs with no comments.(Pat would have come the reply if it was Srishant or Yuvi)
Me:Before he used to say only facebook facebook..now Twitter,Orkut every social networking sites tune he's singing...if he'd have concentrated on the game,they'd have won.saw AIRCELS new add?
Bro:Poor man,he's just advertising for that...doesn't mean he's always on facebook/Orkut.

Ok...Ok..Chalta hai...you are in a bad mood...
Bro:What are you texting since so long..?
Checks my sms and says-'smsing or mailing?What are you texting..?'

Me:Keshu's coming tomorrow after a month....I have a surprise planned for her and I asked this friend of mine to help me and she says-'you tell everything at the last moment'.
I scolded her badly and so is the Sms about.(with a wide smile and a feeling of acheivement).

Bro:What's great in that?It looks bad...when you scold friends..as if showing attitude...lowering them,pretending-you work,care more than them....

The way bro said..I didn't really mean making my friends feel something like that...
Some times you don't see what others feel...Option A or Option B you want to vent out all the frustration, you need a punching bag..and you start...And it's always been the same with me..Everytime.

I felt ashamed and proud at the same time for the way my younger brother looks at life...

So.. from now on...nahi chalega!nahi chalega...!

I remember last year on my birthday,mid night..I recieved the most unexpected calls...and it was then I wrote in a novel which I was reading-'All are good...I am the only one who thinks negatively about everyone...from now on I take an oath 'I'll abandon pecimissm and sadism...'

Ah..ah that was a birthday...so I am given other chance no?

This will pass too...it did!it was big!

2010-03-16T12:56:00.000-04:00

She's coming tomorrow!She's coming tomorrow..
A month with out you......so big....arduous..gloomy..lost!!
If I am given a chance not to live any part of my life,it'd be this!not exaggerating....

16th Feb, 6:59pm
Thanks for the help today. Dont know what i'd do without you. Thanks for being there for me always. I will miss you and love you.
We were together the whole day, almost all the time winding up things- the paper presentation, seminar and other stuff that'd satisfy my H.O.D's hunger,for she'd leave tomorrow, leave for a month!!! For a holiday to London. Didn't know how to react, happy for her or sad for myself and the other friend of mine, or feel J!

17th Feb, 12:19am
I'll miss you too so much.
I don't think i can ever forget this night...for it was the worst night of my life till now.......

Fought with my sister I went upstairs in the room to sleep, tried reading, Couldn't! If I ever get a chance to take an avenge.. making my sister read a stupid novel, I wouldn't let the opportunity go, cause she did- made me read Christopher Pike's- See You Tomorrow. With already much confusion in life author made things so weird- girl meets boy, boy thinks he's seen the girl before.girl after a month says-"I am your future."' Ugh!!

Went into the balcony, poor mosquitoes didn't know what I was going through, so they carried on their usual task of sucking blood.. I killed each of them and played with their legs..venting my frustration.
Every time I feel low, I call either of these 3 people- Annu, Jeet, Sis.
Didn't want to call Annu, he's been busy with shifting his house that he forgot replying to my SMS!
Called JK, poor man just got down the flight, so thought troubling him'd be a bad idea.
Reluctantly called sis, wondering if I'd disturb Jeeju. Sis didn't take the call. I roamed all around the house up, down. Went into the balcony again, went into the kitchen! Again came back to the room- saw sister's missed calls. I dialled her back, she was in chennai (office trip) thank God jeeju didn't come to know about my sleeping disorder.
I tried pretending that I wasn't sleepy, simply... she tried getting things out of me by her 'kya hua beta..' tone.. but even I didn't know what was happening.. there was no one thing that I was confused/ worried about.. And keshu leaving added onto it badly.
Sis gave me a concentrating exercise- take air inside your stomach and leave it bit by bit in seven steps.. which worked surprisingly, driving me to sleep.

I woke up around 4:40am to call her, but she already boarded the plane.The flight was around 3:50, I woke up around 4:40, reached the phone if I could call her..
17th Feb,3:48am
I am in the plane, hope you're feeling good. Missing you guys.
That was the last message I received from her.

Its a month today,she left us,a month after the disastrous,gloomy night...
I am accustomed to see things without her, but can't say I'm not missing her..

-We wrote our internal exams without her for the first time, missed the time we spent chatting, and in figuring out all the ways to run away from exams..
-Didn't go to canteen since you left..
-Didn't eat pani puri near sharma xerox..
-My cell phone's charging remains full for 2-3 days..
-Together we were jerks watching flicks on HBO....Now,guess my reflex arc doesn't react to humor without you..
-Holi colors are kept in the store room, waiting for you..

p.s it's been a month this draft's been lying..I know people out there must be thinking-'both the things should've been written seperately..a freiend who left & a nightmare..but you see both of them struck me at the same time..so..and I got no time to write 2 separate blogs for only two three readers out there... :P

Its The results time!!!!

2010-02-17T20:08:00.000-05:00

15th Feb..
Two of my friends Paper presentation tomorrow..and I thought I shouldn't go sleep at home like a jerk!So..we went to our friends place and started work..Aunty who always urged us to eat!eat wasn't there at home unfortunately...
We started work..the date of PPT was given months ago but you see students 'born to be lazy attitude..'

We were rushing things and suddenly comes the phone of 'we fought last week we aren't much talking now' friend,I was surprised..why did she call..we haven't been talking much those days.This is the same friend who gives my result every time..It's been 4 years and not once did I see my result with my own eyes.I thought she always gave good results, so tell-a-result job was hers!always!

She said,'Results are Out!'
I always got my results when I am at home.I started wondering..What!Now?I am at someone else's place..I don't want everyone to hear a bad news.

Every time she gave me the results directly,this time she says 'I passed,server's slow..I'll let you know yours..'
University's official site hangs server at times like this..
We tried,tried from our place..I already told the two of them that..leave my results,I am unauthorized to do that.The lucky pigeon would give the good news..u see :P

We stopped working and I sat praying loudly to God..saying-'please God!please..'in my most annoying tones.Other friend played snakes on her phone and another was glued to the screen waiting for the site to display results.

Meanwhile,messages poured in-see my result too!What about my result..I too irritated my friend messaging,calling her every 1 minute 55 seconds.And she always sent a busy tone.

Phone rings!Tring!Tring!
(Not tring tring,my favorite,lucky(I believe) Harry potter tone,which I didn't change past one year)
She tells the same thing again..site's not working properly..I'll let you know.

I kept crying-'Mujhe last year me fail ni hona..main kya face dikhaongi apna agar kuch hoga toh..' and all..I shoot all emotional blackmail dialogues at times like this..coz I feel God's got Power to change things..Here they say-'A leaf wont move without Allah's wish'
so..You see ..I always try to patao God at the last moment.

Phone rings!
Pigeon says-'You Cleared them all..pass!'
I drank the glass of water which I kept aside saying, 'I wont drink it untill I hear my results..' :P

Then I again asked,if I really cleared all of them,Every time its the same fear..it's been three years,but our lecturers so much scared us saying,'Expect the Unexpected from JNTU!'
And ya..ya..they said it true.
The pigeon said 'You scored 75%'
This one's the highest %le I scored ever till now!I donno..I didn't feel that great..Coz there's much to be achieved,still...other than numbers on my memo sheet.

Ahem!Ahem!Other two friends of mine also cleared all their subjects.

I reached home about ten..and slept!It wasn't like any other results day.All so not happening.

Yesterday..I bunked my classes,you see friends PPT.
I came across one of my lecturer whose class I bunked,I ran out of her sight..
I got to hear from someone that the same lecturer was inquiring about me.My face changed color.

Today...
Another lecturer in the class,during attendance..
She started the roll call..my roll no.. Roll no 28!
I answered present..she raise her eyebrows and and said-'Heard you topped in EMI..'
I:I donno...mam I didn't see my marks yet.
She Shook her head in despair 'What men!You donno..'
The back benchers after me muttered-'yesterday mam was asking about her...she wanted to accolade her..'

This was the same lecturer from whose sight I ran yesterday,bunking the class.

I was shocked..EMI was the one in which I thought I'd flunk.And I remember I cursed JK coz he wished me luck before this exam and it went bad..and since then Whenever JK wishes me luck..I say,'Ho gaya satyanash..tu kyun bola best of luck..' :P

I felt great...!!great...marvellous!I felt a bit more like zero after a long time..long long time..

Thanks!thanks ..thanks Mam for letting everyone know that I topped.Though I wonder what she might have gossiped!She never concentrates in the class..how she might have topped?She never writes with a pen,how did she top?Or She never took my notes how she topped? ;P

Where did you go??mm :O

2010-02-05T10:23:00.000-05:00

Swapnil always wrote..'imagine you sitting on a camel and writing a blog..'
Kheehee.
He said this when i told him about our trip to..to..to...ah..it was supposed to be Ajmer and Jaisalmer and Gurgaon..but...

22nd Jan-5:30 am:
Me flipping through tickets at the railway station.."Mom the tickets we have are of 23rd and its 22nd today!look"(showing the cell for date).
potter sis-"these are Agra to Ajmer tickets..stupid!"

There's no train for Ajmer directly..so you gotta halt at Agra and then go!Actually!halt at Agra and waste a day and go!
Mom-"Agra ruk hi rahe hai toh dekh lenge na Tajmahal..jab summer mein kahan kuch dekh paye the."

Mom had her plans of feeding all those bhookhe bhaiyye's waiting to lotofy tourists..
coming back to the station..
Train was as scheduled,thank God!
Loser Guy!
Just before the train starts,me and my sis having a conversation on the platform.She was arguing why Mom booked A/C tickets in winter,from somewhere came a man and interrupted-"train delay hoyegi na tab pata chalega.."
Asked our names,had a normal conversation with him..he came to see off his family.we boarded the train.Each taking a different side of door in the train.
My sis said 'that man looks strange!'
(sis waving at him,making a question mark face..)
We changed our positions.
Man gesturing me 'phone number!phone number!'
I said 'no thanks..'to sound as if he's giving me his,not asking mine!Clever no? :P

After a minute I realized he wasn't waving bye to my sis..he was gesturing phone number!!We laughed and laughed and I think this is the last place I am discussing it here..Told this to everyone.
Loser!came to send of his family!huh.wonder how people can be that bad!

Gossiping Aunties!
Everyone in my compartment slept and I wanted a passage seat,I went sat in one in other in the same boogie.
I saw a man running here and there and blabbering-'Ek minute chup ni baithti..bhagvaaan...!!'
I looked around,only to see a couple of aunties gossiping.
Poor man sat opening his lappy with big head phones on!
Aunties were a big time pass,they never stopped..they talked about every lady in their society.I'd have written their names if i had a paper I thought. ;P

Nagpur came and the train was filled with all North Indians. North Indians!North Indians..what can I say..if i start writing it'd take me a blog and I have NI's in my followers list so they'd sue me of joining the creed of Orange parade.

23rd:
Agra!Agra!!
Thanks to Mayawati!She've so properly decorated the nations heritage with open sewage lines welcoming the roads and the streets playing independent homes of pigs,buffaloes,cows and horses.
Heard about Tourist places increasing our economical status,but how?got to see it now!
Hey!!We bought boots from here!(the only thing i bought in the whole trip plus the key chain from delhi :P)
Saw Taj mahal and Agra fort.
Don't ask me about how great it was!I've never liked visiting historical monuments,specially when you are asked to play a guide showing Charminar,Golconda fort every now and then guest comes to your house.
Our train to Ajmer was delayed for eleven hours,due to fog!
Stuffed a note of 500 and the T.T allowed us to travel in other train to Jaipur.

Miss's Cell phone and her poor boy friend!

We sat into the Jaipur train.
A girl in a black Umbrella frock(that Umrao jaan type dresses :P)and Jotis,Robin Sharma's-A monk who sold his Ferrari in hand stepped in..showing it to the adjacent seat fella saying'waise toh main books padhti nahi..yeh kahin dost k yahan padhi thi..so socha abhi continue karloo!'
She sat took her phone and T.T came alloted us our births..we adjusted ourselves,I read for sometime and donno when I slept..during all this the girl kept kept kept talking with her boy friend.
I felt like yelling-"please stop!You are being charged for roaming too!"
Wonder how the man on other side tolerated.Oh..they probably were in love,so where comes tolerance?
Story doesn't end here..Jaipur comes early hours 4:00 hours-our halt.And she again starts on phone!
God!I can never forget her face!
We sat in a local to Ajmer then!The Compartments stinked!Ewww!We all slept.I was woken by 'pardesi pardesi jana nahi.......'Yes!these were people from Kishangadh playing music on loud speakers on their China phones.

24th and 25th:
Ajmer.
All the auto fellas sang the MP Sachin Pilot's song here..'Hyd to Ajmer direct train nahi hain..Sachin Pilot ji kar denge..'
The place was 60% better than Agra.
Mum promised that she'd visit the place,if what she prayed was given(Mannat in simple terms).So she wanted to show here.
Again looting people in the name of maintaining Dargah!Throwing visiting cards with addresses to post money.
I felt bad..seeing the ways people earn.
(I apologize here,if i've hurt someone's sentiments,but that's what I observed.)

26th:
Jaipur!!
Went to Jaipur in a local bus from Ajmer.Sis and Jeejs joined us there,they came in their SUV all the way 250+kms from Gurgaon to Jaipur.
People'd kill me if I say"there was nothing to see in Jaipur..' :P
Pa and Jeejs said so!Lazy people making excuses,willing to stay indoors.
There we went to Choki Dhani a Rajastani village resort.The main thing why people come here is,they are served and served food like Rajas Maharajas(Oh..both means the same :P).
Eh!sad thing 'shudh shakahari'(pure vegetarian).And sad thing again all kinds of Rotis,No rice :(
The south Indian Rice stuffer was bored! :P

27th,28th and 29th:
We headed for Gurgaon......
I never thought a place in India like Gurgaon exists.Till this point of my tour I always felt-ah!!Hyderabad is best!Agra,Ajmer,Jaipur are like Villages.I was taken aback here!
Seeing the roads,the buildings I thought...mm..I live in a village?

The feeling has to be a special one,when you visit your married sis's home for the first time.Indeed,it was!
Jeej's introduced every little thing.
We kept seeing things and he kept saying'poocho poocho,aur q'ns poocho!'
From a pen to a book,every photo!He answered all the jasoos questions of his saalis.Home meant food!food and food and that's what we did ate!ate and ate!We were here to see Delhi too though.
We only had India gate and delhi heart in our share with the little time left.

The trip more than seeing places was observing people. only thing I enjoyed was different people...and Sis's place obviously!

P.s:
Sorry all you readers kept you waiting..Lopa,Tangy and all others who didn't make an effort to comment-'missing you.':P
Love you all...
Nameera.

Happy New year!!!

2010-01-01T10:09:00.000-05:00

Hwohooooooo!!!!!!!Happy New year!!Happy New Year!!!!!!!!
Ah..this blog doesn't hold that much..Just how we spent the last hours of 2009 and ushered into 2010.

Thanks to the pink brigade (shouldn't be mistaken,they're TRS leaders here) coz all the celebrations were canceled,pubs and clubs closed!We had only one club open where Anushka-the singer, tortured people very badly(it reminded me of a show at my sisters college where a girl played donkey in a play relating to Christs birth)this was telecasted on a local channel..So,we switched channels between this local tv and what happened in vegas on star movies and some programme..ah'jashn 2010' on star plus.

We were very hungry for the vegas movie but we had Mum and aunty,one of Pa's friends wify(friend equals to papa says, 'he's your grandpa beta..'you must have got what kinda friend)when we heard that they are gonna come,me specially wasn't that excited,Oh!when i was excited on hearing that someone's gonna come..it only meant preparing more and more coffee,vacate your bedroom and sleep in some other room and another Dekho hyderabad tourist guide act.The anti-social me!!

But this Aunty's nice,coz
a:She was a bit older,we had that grandma kinda care and love from her and and..
b:She made all the Kannad dishes,though they weren't ohhh..ahh...mouth watering,but different!
Hmm..so Vegas was sacrificed..we waited for the clock to tick 12.Last year wasn't bad,the first person I wished was my potter sis,so I didn't restrain myself for the same this year too..

They say-Nokia connecting people..this that.But it was yesterday, I realized what the tag lines actually had behind them..The cheers,the smiles they show were all so similar..so natural.

The first person I dialed- my sis..the networks were badly jammed but thankfully,my sis got connected in a third fourth redial,and I started arguing 'why didn't you call me first..!?You called someone else first no?'
We went on the terrace,it was a full moon day(it was night..so why do they call it a full moon day?ugh :O)..It was wonderful..seeing the sky lit far somewhere with the fireworks,the midnight chill..I thought if I had a bed here..I'd sleep counting stars,figuring animals,creatures in the sky.

The next person I dialed was my Orkut born Bhai!!Annu!!And then my sister received a call from her most unwelcomed senior,to whom she tied rakhi :D I never knew we were this wanted,one of my cousin,who last time spoke to me on Eid called,everyone at her place were asleep,so poor she dialed us!..Curse TRS people,they ruined everyone's plans..Huh!And then another cousin..and then another friend..each time we received,dialed someone we fought 'I wished first!I wished first..!!'

We were up till two,just attending calls and dialing numbers.In other words would term it as 'A New year with the phone..'
So..Thanks Airtel,Vodafone for it.

Hope you all had fun.
All the best for the year ahead and once again Happppy New year!!!

P.S:I made a new year resolution that I'd stop consuming/taking/inputting rice,but **burps**I had vegetable Biryani in the lunch and Fish curry,chicken +++Rice in the dinner.

Cutting?Passing?Wasting time!!

2009-12-16T03:44:00.000-05:00

Everything’s been so boring these days...nothing much happening..so is the blog today.Past few weeks have just been like play,stop!play stop!Like running the same cassette over and over again..you can take it as cd if you want..(i know it wasn’t that funny).

It’s raining fasts in AP these days, thanks to Sonia gandhi that i didn’t mention Telangana here..The separate Telangana moment, nothing but the change in headlines of news papers, deaths of a few innocent people..publicity to the evil drama king KCR, his son and lime light for few of the long slept MLA’s..nothing else!Ah...Nothing else?nothing else?? Pour a tumbler of water on your face lazy!!ya....this laziness is the aftermath of what i’ve gone through all these days..what happened?oh..what didn’t happen!!

It’s been a long long longgggggg time I went out for shopping...The tickets we booked for Paa’s show, the show got cancelled..EXAM POSTPONED !!twice thrice,everyday!!and its on 2^nd of jan now, means don’t celebrate!You have to study,drop all your plans till 2^nd!! why does this happen to me only? :(

So..I was telling what lazy me’s been upto.. running..running in the morning and then doing some exercise ~~not lying on the yoga mat and sleeping~~ ..ah..I donno what cloud of sadness has been over me it was day before yesterday that i was working out and suddenly this song played on my dvd kal ho naa ho...and I never listen to sad numbers coz i start crying if I do so..but donno..I felt like crying,crying this time..so I didn’t change it, cried cried for what? For I had nothing to do?For I had enough time to cry? : P Arey....!!I cried coz SRK was dying.... :D hmm..i cried coz i was bored! :D hmm..ok ok!i cried coz its good if you cry sometimes..simply for no reason!And then I try to figure out why my lacrimal glands started shedding fluid, then the first and only vision I get is of my sis, I donno if it comes to put a stop on my tears or it’s coz I miss her..ah..no!i don’t miss her..We talk almost daily!may be she comes to put a stop on them...coz ders no such grief for which I ‘d shed tears! thanks to God..Hmm..and on the next number I danced danced :D Then hot hot tea!!thanks to God,i don’t have to do all on my own..and then mast breakfast! then Ma Pa rushes to office putting us under house arrest saying..their’s fuss in the city beta,don’t go outside it isn’t safe!Even after everything's clear,all fine!huhh!Till then I eat my sis and my other online pals heads...Social networking sites were never my cup of tea,since hue left I rarely use orkut and I never liked facebook,dont know for what reason,may be coz I don't get a chance to spy there or may be coz of its boring format!!boredom led me to use facebook too or should I say playing on facebook...the Farmville!what boring game it is!And i wonder, how people play it ..so big big farms..God!My sis and my bro’s too addicted to it now a days.poor people under house arrest we resorted to farming :P

Thanks to HBO and star movies it lessened my grief...I saw the stupidest movies I ever imagined I’d see- Tinker bell,Wanted,Dev D :P,Tum mile,All the best.The only ones I liked were Twilight(I didn’t read the book,so it wasn’t bad for me),The ugly truth and I wanted to see Ni-shabd- from-many-days-its-buffering-now! :D what else can a useless person do??God!!This all scares me of becoming a jobless and of becoming a house wife! :P How do they pass time??

Ah..another thing i’ve been doing..this again brings me to the sad sad mood..I couldn’t finish P.S i love you,since 2 months..!!ah..i read it daily on bed, and not more than a page am asleep..that too deeply!!That sad and boring it is,finally I got rid off the book, how?I saw the movie!!ting!ting!!hahhaha!And now,i’ve started reading Morning Noon and night by Sidney ,the events in this book takes place so quickly that I feel i should return to P.S.i Love you again.. :P .My taste in books too has changed I guess,or I don’t even know what to read? Haaaaah!

Donno why Sis too started writing all sad sad blogs like a sad puppy and one of my favorite blogger Amith,he stopped blogging..it was all sad sad...That’s it!that’s how it went..all these days..

Ah!Nishabd is almost buffered,I’ll watch it before the power woooosss..ok!

For the sake of.....

2009-11-27T04:34:00.000-05:00

Comments on last blog are enough...It's been so long i blogged..and everyone around are bored seeing the same blog on my page(including me)..so a new one!like every time i have nothing to describe,give views on a particular thing.so..this one's gonna be random like my sister does,ranting on and on..on all things she come across whole day :D
Exams!Exams!Exams!They got postponed so many times that if i'd have made an entry on every time it got PP'd my number'd have reached 40+ from 33..no!they started from 16th only...16th to 20 was hectic!very hectic one exam after another..it was like padho!ya maro! and then..5 holidays for next exam another 5(now)for next and..more 13 for the last one!JNTU zindabad!They changed the schedule for CAT aspirants.so..this delay would fetch no good to geniuses like me.
Hmm...I always thought,why's mum like this-gardening,cooking cooking,feeding us every time the same way like we wouldn't get anything to eat afterwards..,Sis joined the same category..Mom always nagged-don't know what she'll do away from home(though it's a different story today that when I praise sis,she says 'I always knew-my sincere beta!") :P..Sis joined the same category.

Took jeejs to some nursery for buying plants.
started Knitting.
She starts cooking quick after she comes from office(I refused to agree,my bro told me so ,when he went at Sis's place to Gurgao!)
She's fond of money plants.(Mum must have told dhan ayega!)
She've suddenly started liking Govt servants.(here she became wiser i think)

Feeds hubby like hubby didn't eat since donno how long(Jeeju,nothing towards you ok!)

I've observed only this things..
And..and..and..i already told you that this post'd hold all random things..
Hmm...The scooty(kinetic flyte) sissy sent me,I am unable to drive that!!grrr!!I always said my friends"Huh!Nameera,wont learn driving a scooty or anything,ok?directly four wheeler!"And I also tried learning a car ..then I thought,If i'd start driving on roads,fear of riding a four wheeler would go and then i can learn four wheeler easily.But now! :(
I bought red chappals too,to match it!My tagheuer red frame to matches it.(Yes!I took the frame into my hands and saw the spelling of -tag-heuer!)The same frame is worn by SRK you know...when i told the same thing to Pa,he scolded why do you have to compare yourself with a man dancing on roads!(hawww!!SRK look what papa said).
Spelling mistakes remind me...I forgot the spelling of-receiver,absorption,center and at times while writing I was confused if to use their or there during the paper!I felt so shamefull seeing small Darsheel(taare zameen par fame kid)doing an add of spell a bee! :(
I don't have anything more now...!!
This post was only to save my record of posting things every month,not for all you desperate readers like I said at the top of my blog! :P

Not a penny less,not a penny more!!

2009-10-30T09:36:00.000-04:00

The moment I came to know this I logged in for a new entry...what could it be??heehee..!!Exam's postponed,the one tomorrow..sigh of relief..but getting in sync again with the exam atmosphere after 2 days would be again a head ache!What I say,when it comes to exams is "its a passing phase and let it go as soon as possible,regardless of what performance you deliver." :P

I've many times made an entry on exams postponed!!yipppeee!!buut its not the same today,come on now how many times do you expect me to blabber on the same thing?So..I wanna tell you something that happened today.

*********People reading this blog might be earning in 6 digits but they'd definitely know the value of a stiff 10 and a five coin lying in the corner their pocket..***************

Exam time,2 exams a day-4 in two and the remaining two alternate days..so I would have sat preparing for the test tomorrow instead here...ah..coming on today,past two days have been very hectic,it felt as if I was born just to study..nah!nah!I am not that studious,I felt that only coz we had two exams a day..Ok!I think you are convinced now how tired I was past two days..so I'd tell you about today...actually nothing for which you'd say-hawww!awww!!happened.

We were returning from college to home,I travell by RTC (the local bus service in the state)..I was happy that unlike yesterday,we got the bus early and I'd reach home early by 5,but what I'd do before 7(I start studying at 7)..sitting idle,my mind would run in this that corners,distracting me from studies..."No!you wouldn't reach early by 5,"said my bag which fell down the bus(i kept it on the engine..remember..exams,books..so,it was heavy to carry on my shoulder..so kept it on the engine).Their was a steep turning,and it fell down..the dog!buswalla stopped after shouting stop!stop!..Loser he said"bag gira toh main kya karoon?"My friend ran down to take the bag,I ran after her..the bus moved away leaving us behind :( Meanwhile,two three bikers stopped and took my bag..Now what? We are left with no bus and the next stop is more than a 1.5 kms away and no bus would stop in the middle for us,adding more to that I had great 15 large bucks in my bag and the friend of mine left her bag in the bus.The route by which we travel is a highway kinds..big road,fast moving vehicles..The other side of the road was under construction...so we chose that path to walk,greater than 1.5 kms stretch!!!!We could see the church's cross mark far their at the next stop...I thought if we'd get water here somewhere...and I saw a boy carrying a bottle,uhhhh..their was a water tanker waiting at a distance!I said"paani peene ka mazaa aur ayega,if we run and go..lets run,"we ran and for the first time,I drank water from a water tanker...heehee I suddenly remember my mom saying.."eeks donno,how old the water in the tanker may be,with what all insect their in!" and the next moment i spitted out the water :P

Walking,walking...I saw a juice stand..we thought,we'd buy only one..I asked him and he said-"mosambi,15 rs!"...with a wide mouth we said "kya?"and moved on...oh...i never felt so poor,we realized what a glass of mosambi juice means,we'd just gulp it not even looking into the glass..and today,we didn't even get the glass to see!!Every pillion rider stared at us,as if we came from some other planet!
Finally,the bus stop came and we stood their..hiring an auto was no option in that area and going by a private bus meant more money..so again waiting for the local buses was the only option,the tickets would cost us 10 bucks till home and remaining five...hahhh!!remaining 5,their comes a jaam wala on the other side of the road,we crossed the road and bargained their too..we chose two guavas he said one for 2 rs,the other for 3,we told the guy that,no bhaiyya,we don't have money..and the poor fella gave us two in 4 rupees!!yipppeee!!!!
The guava was almost completed and the bus came..I can never forget that sight..we standing,guavas in hand in front of a mandir(mandir and church opposite to each other)Kali mandir it was...all the ghantas and bhajans going...people looking at us like weirdos !!Heehee!!

The whole movie took place for 2 hours and I was home by 6:15 like yesterday again,giving no chance to my mind to deviate! :P

Lesson learnt:will never keep my bag on the engine... :P

Tomorrow!!Paper boats??

2009-10-03T08:55:00.000-04:00

Rain Rain go away come again another day,
Not so little Nameera wanna celebrate her Birthday.. :P

Thanks!Thanks its a good one I know..

Gosh!!I remember When our Chief Minister passed away,last month,everyone cried saying.."now no rains..he was our good luck charm .."
The day he passed away they said"the sky is crying.."(Ok..I've got nothing to ठेस पोह्चाओ anyones sentiments with this..)
How they cursed Chandra Babu Naidu,coz it didn't rain during his tenure..
Oh..birthday blogs got nothing to do with deaths..oh..oh..ok!!

So..water on tomorrows birthday plans has already been poured..as its heavily raining here..whole A.P is flooded and my parents feel that i'll get drowned if i go out to celebrate..so..staying back at home and making happy birthday boats and floating it in the water outside the gate would be the scene tomorrow..heehee..you think I am gonna do that??dont worry..I'll let you know how it went,for now will take you to my last birthday come....

As it clicked 12..not so welcomed school friend of mine sms'd me,called me too but I didn't take her call..I know I know I am bad..(but why I am bad..will let you know in my friends blog..which will come soon when i don't get anything to blabber).Messages poured and poured,this was my first birthday with my own cell..so the experience was a very new one..
The biggest surprise was the innumerous graphics ppl pasted in my scrap book,Orkutians never stay behind wishing one on a birthday..so..I was quite happy to see so many birthday scraps in my Scrap book.
Birthday plan was nothing in particular,i just wanted to spend time with loved ones so..I and my sister went to pick two of my very best friends ..where I was pampered,gifted and all the special treatment..photos and all..and then we went to a mall..a very Hi Fi one,here you can only lotofy your parents,spending your own money,no ways!so..I remember I liked a silly bracelet of Rs 200,I just wanted to buy it,so I said my sister"I'll pay for it now,but I want it as a gift from you,you'll pay me back home no?"She very sincerely nodded and hey she still didn't pay me,thats what you called self gifting!! :D

Then we lunched in a vegeterian restaurant,we were quite hungry so we thought pizza and all wont do..so..full time meals you see .. :P..no not thali..we had aa...some Pulao and ice cream was awesome..mmmm!!
There had been many birthdays but I was never showered with so many calls and messages so..this birthday in a way was a very special one!
Then we returned home and Pa said "we are going out for dinner.."And I don't remember whose flop idea that was--eating authentic Rayalseema food!God,we tried four dishes and every time it was the same..each dish tasted as if they grounded all the chillies Rayalseema had and poured into the chicken!It was horrible!!The restaurant was called"Rayalseema Rochulu.."heehee..

There was no cake only!I am not that crazy about cakes,but birthday cake is a birthday cake,..no?
Coming to this year,I thought I'd celebrate four days..starting from thursday..but on thursday when I reached home I saw my sister lying on bed sick,so i did laundry(Bai washes no clothes, 1100 just for the other house hold chores).Friday I thought come on!even you might get a wake up call watching this..Go,watch it..I saw wake up sid,with my college friends..same old concept there was nothing which could inspire me to wake up..Saturday,today..its raining heavilyy..and I am here blogging!!

And tomorrow..Paper boats may be... :D

Ting Ting!!Attention Please!!!

2009-10-01T11:07:00.000-04:00

Ting!!Ting.."Attention please....."(if you didn't get it that was the litany one'd get to hear on Airports,railway stations and I love it).Whose going where?No I am not going anywhere...so is the new blog entry...

JK started for a holiday today, the flight was at 10:15 and from eight till ten,the only lines hammering my ears were these "Ting..ting!ting ting!..attention please!","Namaskaar!"

I bugged my friend the whole day that,even i wanna go on a holiday ..even i wanna go on one!!

It's been so long we've been on a holiday..being to a station was always so much of excitement ..and still is..but now ,no holidays ,no plans,no tours!I was discussing the same with Mom and mum replies"You ppl are grown up now beta.."

I remember,when I was a kid.. I always craved for more relatives only cos we'd get more places to go..and we didn't have many... so.. :( I remember,how our tours were planned all before exams, so that we don't feel that incompleteness,that emptiness among us..Pa,Ma has never let us feel so..there was always a trip ready waiting for us after exams..where my friends would narrate us their Grannys and Mammas fights,we used to tell them about our trips...I remember how I envied them(They envied us too secretly.. :P).I always thought I've been missing so many things...those joint family fights,the big dinning table unlike a 6 chaired one :D
But how things change?I don't feel the same now...I miss those sudden trips planned by Papa..hahha..I can recall..We used to sit watching T.V on a weekend waiting for Pa to come and from somewhere he gets a Sumo saying"Hey!pack your bags..we are going..."
I remember how Pa used to stare at us trying to find out that happiness..that excitement on our faces which normally the other kids wear while traveling..and We use to wear that same normal look..cos tour was no big deal..we used to go after every quarterly,half yearly exams.... And suddenly you grow up..and you have thousand reasons for not going on one..every other day anyone among three of us would have exams,Pa and ma's biggest excuse-Office!!
Things change so rapidly..No things don't change.. With my limited knowledge,it's a human tendency to run after things they don't have..and when they are their..you don't care..and when they are not you cry..the way I did squealing like a mouse ..whole day!!
Why did we grow up?It was so nice when we were kids..every other day Mysore,Ooty,Manali,Bangalore,Goa,Bombay..I miss it all..!!and as far as i remember its been five big years I traveled out of Hyderabad :( ..sacrificing which I got a seat in an Engineering college(which's not even worth all the sacrifice!)and at the end of this year would get my certificate too..

At last..
रात गंवाई सोय के, दिवस गंवाया खाय ।
हीरा जन्म अमोल था, कोड़ी बदले जाय ॥
-Kabir.

Exactly the right conclusion..but what is -कोड़ी बदले जाय ॥ :P
Ok..simple English words..."Live every Moment,not envying others...!!"

The Mini Project!

2009-08-24T06:58:00.000-04:00

Caution:This might be boring!
I don't think I'll have to give a brief account of what a mini project is..
For those who donno here it is.. :P a tit-bit!We are given a small assignment called a mini project in our third year of four years of our study..and this mini project can be anything in electronics or communications..(our options to choose:embedded,VHDL,DSP)so,both the departments got the internal guides dealing with the subjects..It's a rule that if you choose this you cant choose that in your major project.The nightmare was Udaya Lakshmi(yes you roll no 28 fame) remember?Ya..she..so,she'd be dealing with one of the option and for I am her favorite student me and a bunch of my friends very well knew she's gonna twist us in the majors if we opt the option she's dealing with!so..now or then..we have to deal with her,so we decided we wont let our majors marks effect coz of this devil,we'll take VHDL(dealt by her) in our Mini project.That's it!

It's a rule that you gotta do your project in some institute outside the college and present it.Lecturers hardly intervene in which institute you go for and all...but Lakshmi had to interfere she suggested us some institute 25-30 kms away from our place..and we like losers did go to the same insti!The institute director was in touch with Lakshmi and he was 10 times more cruel than this evil lady!trust me,really!I just don't rant like this...Did I ever?bitch/rant..?no!na?
The institute was hardly of any help,we had to go through net and all..for the project's documentation.The term Project was obviously new and the thing to search on was very much"Advanced Encryption Standard(AES),"heard it anytime..?It deals with Encryption(hiding)of your data.

Documentation and all was done.Now comes the internal guide part,the guide's gotta check if your project is presentable to the University.The lady every time wanted us to make changes font style,margins this that...MS word became a nightmare,I remember I fought with my bro,"why did you install a newer version,i am used to 03 version of Word!Why did you install 07?" :P
Every other day my friend and I would sit opening Word.My parents doubted if I am capable of doing anything... :P The printouts shopwala made a merry,every other day print outs!print outs!(thanks to pa for letting the cartridges stale in his office).

It was last saturday, we gave our final document for hard dinding of our record.It was raining so heavily...We ignoring all the pani puri and ice creams beside ... it took us 4.5 hours to take printouts.. arrange,re-arrange them all for the 3 copies to be submitted to the University.

And yesterday...I opened Word and..I felt so bad that it was all empty..nothing to be done..all over!I missed my Project.There was no tension now,all over..At an instance I felt bad,but at the next I recollected what all we've gone through-Thank God!it's over!!

I dedicate this blog to my project partner,everyone who dealt with my temper during the project tenure and obviously Microsoft Word :)

BLJ -part 2 !

2009-08-10T03:47:00.000-04:00

Not to make a fool of myself again..i didn't inform anyone at home that i was going to my recently made-second home "the passport office!"
It was Raksha Bandhan..i started as I do regularly to the college,my Mom called "hey your lunch box.."..i said"ma it's raksha bandhan they'd give us a half day.."
would she agree...NO!she came and kept the box in my bag.
I landed in front of the office-8:30,it was deserted..
9:15 the watch man opened the gate,till then i stood typing "happy raksha bandhan"messages :P

For the first time my number was second..hawww!!first was a middle aged man's born on 25-nov-1973..i calculated...oh..35 years old..as he sat he asked me can you help me in the particulars we have to present...(i was like- sure...who else can ...).

Poor man got rejected for some address proof certificate.
My turn next:
officer:What is this?write the address of references.
Me:You'll reject it again eh?
officer:why will I?go write it and come.
I went and dialed Pa and wrote the addresses,Pa was surprised on hearing that I am at the PP office.
again with the officer..
officer: what is this dash,dash..write no no..(in telugu) and sign it on the photographs.
He striked off the page where i marked dash dash..
I made a blank face..
managed to understand something,which I realized later was not enough .. :P
signed on the photographs and showed him.
Officer:what is this,this is school eh?How many times should i say u.."write no..no"
me:You already striked it off no,what's the point in writing "no" ?
I went away and wrote big NO's..murmuring-loser!huh!loser!

And then guess what?He asked me nothing!no board certificate no birth certificate!nothing!!huh!
Finally I paid the amount and dialed Pa,he said "Good Good!"
Then dialed sis..
She sang..that congratulations and celebrations song :P

And unfortunately she took an off that day from the office..why unfortunate?I'll tell you..

I always frowned at people who sticked to their phones on the roads,I always thought-Huh!showing how hi-fi your cell is eh?or showing How busy you are?
How can someone talk while crossing roads,don't shut their mouth even when there's a public toilet near by.. :P Eeeks!
I'll tell you,coz their must be a sister on the other side..giving you her diet chart,the no of awards she got in the office and how she'd utilize the sodex-ho passes she got with it..and who's after those sodex ho passes... ~~how~~ I ~~should~~ be ~~wasting~~ ~~the~~ ~~rest~~ of my ~~day~~..Yes in a mall at crossword or Odyssey reading a book. :P

I did two new things that day,which i never did ...
sat like a typical book worm in crossword,the experience was good with no one behind saying"chalo..it's late..chalo.."
talked talked on the roads on phone and I don't know How much I walked she kept telling me the stories and i kept walking on the unknown roads and when finally she pitied me and disconnected the call,i found myself on some unknown street,I again walked back all the way..but I wasn't disgusted,frustrated ..Oh..I was so elated that i don't have to see that passport Office again...

Biggest Loser jeetega!!

2009-07-23T07:23:00.000-04:00

Ask who's the biggest looser of the day..
I'll tell you...
Loser part 1:
A month ago:
Me,Mum and Potter sis at passport office to renew our passports.
Mums and hums done,mine the old man rejected coz I made a mistake in writing my address in the Online registration form and I had no xerox of my board:(
But for what he reject my form was for the address.
****I was upset,mum cheered me by buying a dress..(hey she doesn't buy me dresses every day..this is the same one,the time time we were going out of station(the village one))*****

Last week:
filled my online form and I had a doubt about my surname... :P(I don't know my surname How awful!!)
I asked Pa and he gave me a wrong surname!He gave me wrong surname??First name as Surname and Surname as first... :( And this I realized after sticking the photos on the forms and after tagging them.

This week:
I filled the form again and pasted the photographs!Yes all done,me's at the passport office..5th is the current number being processed mine is 23!...My number comes...I go...
She marked under my fathers name with a red pen"No initials allowed.."
(as far as i know initials are Mr,Mrs,Ms...but no!for this lady Mohammed can't be written as Mohd...I thought Mohd was universal and accepted,i hardly remember writing it fully)
I showed the lady all the proofs i.e birth,address and here comes educational qualifications..I took my b.tech originals and xerox too..and my board of intermediate too..she asks me my tenth certificate.why tenth?as far as I know tenth certificate was needed for D.O.B and for that I took a custodian certificate from my present college stating me's born on so and so date!
She said "Madam,you go and do a research on this,unless and until you have tenth certificate ..."
I should go and do a research on this eh?
I started shouting"the last time i came he sent me coz of the address and now you say..."

Dialled Ma.. and cried.."Mummy,I couldn't do it..ma..I am a looser!ek passport ni bana payee main...."Mum consoled then rang Jeetu and cried with the same pitch of Mummy....he said "Mummy kya karegi..?"huhh!!I called expecting some pity!!

Story doesn't end here!!!
Loser part 2:
Every time I mess up I go shop,window shopping! :P
But this time I had to exchange something...it was stamped "No Exchange!"(In caps with no exclamation ..heehee).I thought ah...they'll do it ,no big deal..no they didn't do it!no exchange!

Loser part 3:
I was also rejected coz I had no tenth Memo's xerox,I first thought I'll take it tomorrow but from somewhere came kabir's athma in me"Kal kare so aaj kar aaj kare so ab!"
I thought lets go and take it from the colleges office(they took our all the memo originals while admitting in to an engg college,so that students like me don't run away in the mid!)College is located some where in the outskirts and colleges office is some where in city.
I went into the office "06-10 batch,I need a xerox of my board certificate.."
The man in the office"who told you that you'll get your certificates here?They are there in college!"

Mummmmy :( :(
Who am I supposed to ring now?

Loser part 4:
I didn't know the way so,I took an auto...asked him "lakdi ka pool?..".he nodded.
I sat wondering..when will he take a turn?when will he..?
he asked me"lakdi ka pool's gone na,where do you have to get down?"
I shouted "I was waiting for you to take a turn..."
he said"there's-no- U- turn - madam!"

I walked all the way... :(
I didn't understand,when there was a place to use common sense,why did I take a detoured way!!

So at least you people pity na??
At last....
I heard" biggest loser jeetega..,"who said this?my sister must be knowing this.. :D

Disaster!!!grrrr!!!

2009-07-18T09:11:00.000-04:00

College re-opened!Project work..this that..
I so soon get bored of things!
2 days left for Project report submission,and me was hungry to watch a movie.
My sis took my phone and started dialing to imax(Imax is this hi-fi types multiplex,I always think why to waste so much on a movie..and give a low budget options to people who accompany me,but they throw a big No! at me and my budget plans miserably fail every time) .i kept her asking.."hey it's recorded message eh?hey am I being charged?toll free hain kya?"
She nodded.I started shouting,"why did you dial..?if it's not free..you always waste my balance..grrrr!!"
She backfired!!"Kanjoos!Are you doing a favor watching a movie?why do you want it to be toll free?"

(Hmm..i had nothing to say!!(But it's ought to be toll free ...no?so many people do that,book tickets on phone,so is it not supposed to be a toll free...?toll free case arises when one's in emergency...so..we were in one na..? :P..at least I was)

After much persuasion,Mom and the migraine potter sis agreed to come.
I thought we can get the tickets anywhere in abids(these are those low budget theaters!) :P
We roamed..roamed...for the tickets,i had no idea where the picture'd be screened but it'd be screened !i was that optimistic!the auto meter showed 119 and still no tickets no movie!coming half way through to some theater,Mum said"I won't watch a movie in this 1980's theater!auto imax lekar chalo!"
and my sister,she took a chance and said"and you are going to pay for the auto and the tickets!ok?"
Poor moi had nothing to say..i squealed... :(

We finally went to Imax,I thought ok! i have The proposal and ice age to choose here,woww!!
As i gave the options to that ticket wala(ah..what is he known?.. :P)he said:"house full!house full!"

Mum and sis frowned at me like anything..
Mum said "lets go home back..."
Suddenly from somewhere came a girl"You want shortcut tickets?"
What was shortcut?ah..it was ShortKut!!(the movie name was shortKut with a K)
I nodded NO!
Mom said"ok lets go for it.."
We don't know the star cast and go for a movie eh?I didn't even see the promos..
Mom said"It's house full na..it must be good only..we came this far..we'll see come,Time pass!"
Ok!!

star cast:arshad warsi,amrita rao(in a package that showed how!how poor the production unit was)and akshaye khanna!
EEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!How can i take these cheepoos names here on my blogger?they pakaoed me for threee hours!
what was the story!!!uhhhhhhhh!!blunder,made out of boredom kinda script,I didn't understand if it was a serious flick or comedy,if it was supposed to be a comedy then why did the jokes fell so flat?

it was disaster!!
And i had to flow my money on tickets of this pakao movie eh? mummmy!!!!!

Lesson learnt:
never go to a multiplex without booking a ticket!
specially:never go with your mom n sis with out booking the tickets..that too on a weekend!

There can be no short-cut for buying tickets!!Never do that...

7 days spent..!!

2009-07-07T04:56:00.001-04:00

27th june:
Boarded the train at 9:45!
Haw!How elated I was like a small kid to do that..after 6-7 long years.After running in to a long argument with mom that I shouldn't be standing near the exit..I succeeded and tried striking a "saathiya "pose.. :D

darkness..darkness and darkness...I could see nothing from the window.I reserved a passage seat for myself,pushing my sister aside.Then started smsing,surprisingly the network was there all the way.Sat typing and typing,I wasn't sleepy..The idea of reading flopped,One of the uncles in the boogie asked me to switch of the lights.. :(
Smsed one of my friend Anukul-"Bhai merko koi Love story bolo..yeh log light band karne ko bole.."he replied-"love stories boring hoti hai... :P"

I was trying to let few secrets out of him..but... :P I thought of calling Jeet,he probably has got many..but..11 o'clock-weekend and asking poor man to narrate stories,His BV would surely kill me :D

Sat smsing Annu till 1..glaring outside..I could see nothing but the darkness..and after some time my eyes landed into the same darkness we call sleep.. :P

28th:
Was up again at 3:30 and pinged bhai..and slept again..Mom woke me up"get up..look how beautiful it's outside..!"

We borrowed paste from an uncle..My potter sis did that by greeting him Good Morning!;)

Now was the time to swing in the air..So Did I...haaa...cool breeze messing my already messed hair.. :P
Well...that was the last time I felt the cool breeze..

My uncle arranged a taxi for us..and everyone there looked at us as if we were from a different planet!

This was the first time I ever saw a village..How gleeful it looked on 70 mm screen..actor running in the midst of fields after the chick..The huts,meadows..buffaloes,ponds etc..
Did I enjoy?
Well..it takes much-much-much to enjoy that..
Depriving self of technology..
No 24*7 water supply Is what I discovered by seeing N number of tumblers at the entrance of the home..
My pious multi-religious mom felt that We should start our sight seeing,what ever plans by first visiting a dargha..
I had to go too..Silly thing I noticed was a small mandir kinda made in the dargha..coz they percept that the snake would come here at night and it's the one which protects the dargha..

Well..I violated all the rules I made;
ate mothi chur ka laddu-(As a welcome sweet)
Ate fultoo oiled pesarattu(dosa made of green gram)
escaped one more laddu..(starter at lunch :P)
escaped crabs.. eeks!!
Had to unwillingly violate my anti-dinner platter!
The change in ambience and food had to take it's toll..I drank so many colas and sodas that I caught cold!

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29th:
Well...you don't need an alarm here to wake up..The power goes off at 6 or so..and you are up!
I told you didn't I?that the shopping soap will not be over yet...yeah it continued here..
Mom felt that Hyderabad's gold's impure...So we landed in to a gold shop..and then Saree's!!

All kuchcha roads and when you are in the auto...Your spine and a** is completely gone! :P
30th:
Went to a beach...
I can say I had fun !!Sat at the back side of the mini taxi waving everyone!yelled if they didn't waved us back :P
Saw river godavari!!
1st:
you get to learn things as you get used to!Woke up at 10:30!I am an early riser but..when you are on a holiday..and that too minus electricity;chalta hai!
Spent whole day at home lazily..Then we went to farms..It was good,all coconut and banyan ,lemon trees..

There was a small canal like water flowing body and we expected snakes to come there and sat on a small bridge kinda built cemented wall..gazing water.
We sat there for a long time,more than a hour..

Me and my cousin resting elbows on our thighs..
I said-"hey look,it's looking like a snake,but it's not one.."
yippee!I spotted first,it was actually a snake!
2nd:
I can't even recall when was the last time I sat in an ambassador,I did today!We went to Rajahmundry,saw Arthur cotton barrage..
and on our way we tooka a boat ride in Godavari..I don't know how long Godavari is but any water body,they said-"Godavari" :D
saw ISKCON temple..how peaceful it was!And how tidy it was!thankfully!
Cameras were prohibited but I did manage to take two snaps!
Never give company to women when they are out to buy sarees or nursaries!
Huhh!Are their No nurseries in hyd?
Mum bought dozens of roses and other saplings!

3rd:
How much did we patao Mum and Uncle for this place-Antarvedi beach..
I got scared seeing the big waves.
We couldn't enjoy much!
a:coz some other cousin with some other aunt came in!
b:maatey and others had their role to play!They didn't allow us to go deep in the water... :(

I didn't quite understand the pattern of food they eat here,idli-dosa i morning is ok..but idli dosa as dinner?
the ladies were not in a state to go and cook,so we halted at a motel and ate rawa dosa and idli!Well..Idli toooo...

4th:
Gosh!I never ever expected such a a farewell...
Boxes of sweets and Achars and prawns and..and..the lsit would go on..came with 4 suit cases and going back with 6 and the stay was for 6 days!duhh!

My cousin started crying from the day before of departure and cried whole day..hiding his face in his moms anchaal.. :P
I shed 2 with him...
Every one cried cried... ;P

I took snaps when they did that..

boarded train at 7:20!
P.S:
With reference to my previous blog;

"I've been invited to return the favor of their once home-coming stay!.."
Would say not completely true..

Time to get paid for being a waitor! :P

2009-06-27T05:10:00.000-04:00

Ah...cousin xyz is here and...
I've been invited to return the favor of their once home-coming stay!
That might sound bitter,weird...and also confusing!
And I don't know to what extent is my theory true...

Well..would discover that and post another one if it's false(which I feel isn't!and will not be!)

And rather blabbering here on that...I would love write-how elated my maate was...is in fact..about the visit...

She took us to sec'bad in the false pretext of shoping for buying a dress(for a 1.5 yr old kiddo) and T.P material which she'd give to people around in the trip,for which we'd start today-27th june 9:45..narsapur express..

Determination is the factor which surely a shopper needs,is what I realised...
Yesterday:
We searched half a dozen stores from general bazar to Ginni n Johny..I always thought-smaller the size lesser the cost!
How stupid are the theories I build!huhh!
Ask him for a fancy dress,he says"650!"
What??? :O

Not for any thing would I let ma buy that,..huhh!

Then,was this "we can give a hand bag to xyz's dotty no?"

Then,"painting Kit for..."
:D

And I have stopped all this "Unhonees"..by my chalaaak tactics!
And took her to shoppers stop and made her buy me a dress instead!!
That's Me!! ;)

Stopp!!I am not selfish!
She already bought dresses,sarees,don't know how many dozens of bangles from char minar!
And I am sure she's going to shed money there too..so...I took a chance..and played clever..good na?

Today:
Mom bought all the things which I didn't want her to!
grr!! :P
Poured water on all my attempts....Let go!I got a dress ;)

For now,I am quite excited,coz I'll be traveling in train after ah....I think 6 long years..
Wuppie!!!!!!!!
quite excited!!
Would attempt getting into the running train like Kareena in Jab we met! :D
Lets see..
Will try trains food too.. :P
The sad part is I can't feast my eyes with the darkness outside the train at night coz we are going in a/c :(
And yeah t.p in train and rest of the trip I've got "the best laid plans" by Sidney,God father and eragon..
I promise I'll complete atleast one of these two..eragon's definitely not for me ...
khee khee

Mom bribed us by promising us beaches and a look at submarine on the trip for our presence..

My chance now...
VIP treatment eh?
the aur dalo aur dalo..(overloading of plate)?
Ok @ Vip treatment but aur dalo...no ways!I've promised myself that I won't let my hard work of past one month go in vain..

beaches,submarine,meadows...coconut trees,prawns(yummmmm..)
I am coming...

I think I should rush now....Or else I 'll really have to catch the running train..like bebo.. :P
I'd have...but,I am not used to trains so...
Astalavista... :)

Love you!!Blogger! :P
readers too...

I donno!

2009-06-22T07:11:00.000-04:00

It would sound dramatic,if i start with ..."Main aisi kyun hoon..main aisi kyun hoon..."
but I really mean it...

It's gotta do with decision making..

I wonder,what I'd do if there was no one to take a decision..
thanks Ma pa..;)

caution:
If you've got any work,you can please switch it on to the other side..
I am trying to figure out things I know ;)

I donno-series one:

1:What do you think this dress would suit me?
--I donno..take it if you like it..U are the one who's gonna wear it na..
(I've never choose a single dress for myself till now..though I am 20!I want Ma or humz to be always beside me...I come empty hands when ever I went alone to shop!)

2:What should I prepare for the dinner?
--check what's there in fridge no..
***No comments**

3:Hey!you coming to college tomorrow eh?
--I donno lets see..if i get up early..
(I remember,the number of times I ditched my friends by turning up to the college,saying I wouldn't!)
**sorry for that,all you!**

Ah...there's a sense of positivity..
I can't remember anything more..which I believed I didn't knew.. :O

The blog Is getting contradictory eh?
or I gave up under estimating Myself?

ah..I donno..
^^^was this supposed to take a point number 4? :D

stop those ah..huhh's!I cautioned you,didn't I?

The weirdest and funniest(sounds to me though shameful) was:
In a chat:
Me:How are you?
Sis:I am good,how are you?You still don't know..no?

Be gregarious or be a waitor! i choose....

2009-05-27T06:12:00.000-04:00

Yeah..how can I forget blogging on my cousins visit...?I promised that I'd do a -"xyz cousins,hai!hai!" here..
Not that I don't like them,it's only that they came late..ah..long story..it's only that they came when I didn't want them?;P ah..coz they didn't come when i needed them..neither did I go..so what? huhh!

what i wanna say is-if they didn't need me then..since 20 big years..then why do they want me now?Oh ok..you expect me to cry..rant on this..??forget it..
***khee khee***

The night of my last exam..my mom came elated saying-"..oh they are coming..do you know who all are coming?"
My face changed the color and I asked-"some ones coming..??who all are coming?"
My alien cousin was coming to get coached on how to crack IELTS...and along with her came my aunt..and another aunt and cousins(not alien ones).. :P
And what this all meant was..work!work and work!
I uttered a - "Oh no....!" what? I am not a complete recluse..but Am I supposed to serve the guest,work work..on my first holiday..??After all the hard work..exhaustion of a two week and a half...No!!

And all the cleaning and dusting embarked,at the night itself,in fact the moment she informed us that they'd be arriving,she gave a bunch of instructions..do this..do that..Poor moi!write exams and come do labor! huhh!

I don't know why mom goes a complete crazy,when some ones to come home...Cook cook..cook..
as if they never ate.. And are hungry..since donno..how long decades.. :P
And seeing Ma Pa joins her too..duhh!but I never did..and would neither do..I believe in feed the poor and hungry..rather over stuffing the mighty.

I watched and watched as Ma kept passing me the trays..I am not kanjoosh!!this all was not necessary..right?they would survive with out a sweet dish,every time they sit on the dinning table..? No? :P

And then started the Hyderabad dekho..program..
They said "lets go to the Golconda fort.."
Mom obviously nodded and I intervened "Mom humz aint home yet..you ppl go!!enjoy!!have fun.."(humz=my potter sis)
enjoy!have fun..means I am declaring that ..i don't wanna come.Mum took me aside and said "they don't come regularly..ok?You don't have to act smart..get ready quickly.."
Poor moi..couldn't do any thing..I had to go..
And..I kinda enjoyed it..climbing all the stairs..haww!I burnt few calories at least ;)
What all it was -snaps!snaps! and snaps..

I really get annoyed when I am interrupted,every moment-go get this....pass this..to her..serve her..aur dalo..aur dalo..at the dinning table than eating peacefully,so I preferred being a waiter and did a full time waiter job,as long as they were at my place..

U must be thinking..how anti-social element I am..yes..I am..!I have been like this..since I was born..what can i do?I was born like this..duhh!Not my mistake..

I remember this,funny thing..we went to a fruit juice center,and every one ordered their favorites,me and a few of them ordered mosambi..it was yakkk!!eeks!!(look I don't even have words to describe its yakkiness! :P)I was sweating..and my throat going all dry.. I drank it..zip..zip..all I wanted was some thing to clear my throat and mom and the others were planning to return it..and ask for a new one,in place of that..poor hawker!!they did..and they drank..!huhh!

And after a few days,they went off..and happy ending...what else..and yaa...I lost my money in housie and also lost at cards...looser!

And..look did I do a hai hai here??nahhhh.....no?

Definitely,May be!

2009-05-27T00:45:00.000-04:00

It's been a month,we are waiting for the abstracts and the b****** still says-"please,give me some time..I'll inform you when it's done.."
I am talking about the abstracts,the institutions head was supposed to give us for our so called-"mini project!"
We've been going off and On to the insti..and he's been spinning us!DOG!!

it's the last day of the abstract submission and me-the sufferer of that atrocious,blatant,ignoble B is here writing a blog,waiting for the B to send me a mail so that i can print it out and throw it on the face of my H.O.D,who very sweetly rejected every thing we presented her..
fancy guitar-No!
automatic music tone generation-No!
anti bag snatching alarm-No!
Rocket launcher-hawww!No!!that 'd be to big for a mini project!!!
grrrr!!

After sulking the whole day in the insti yesterday,clever fella some how adroitly managed us out of the insti...and we kept waiting..and ringing him,eating his brains..

Yesterday night,I kept waiting for the B's call..but! I was drowsy at 9:30 itself..yeah..IPL's over...I've got nothing to do..now!!

I reminisced,I saw this add on HBO-definitely,may be-21:00 hours.
The title of the movie a bit attracted me-the definitely,may be..factor..the contradictory thing..I thought..Oh !!the way I do-"sure why not..lets see..!" :D

Getting the remote free,is a big deal specially when Pa isn't sleeping....Fortunately!!Pa was asleep...
Lucky Moi!!

I hardly remember,me sitting alone and watching a movie,that too an English flick!
It has to be Discovery or travel and living with Pa every time :P

Every one at home was asleep,my sis burning mid night oil for her lab externals! Thank God!mine are over!!

I am sorry,i can't give you the star cast,coz I hardly watch desi..like I hardly read!!this is another good quality? of mine..yeah..quality of mine :D

I watched it gleefully..for I had nobody around...ahhh...
But every time,they lip locked I switched the channel.what if Pa comes?the Discovery,cartoon Network is watching some one smooch..?? :P

That's the reason I say,T.v's should be always kept in bed rooms..but NO!

You want me to tell the story?
I'll give you a small epilogue..kinds ok..?I think you must have seen it..many of you..ah..the 3 or 4 readers of mine... :D
Ok!the story..there's a man who when ever realizes, that-yes!this is She...he gets to know from the she,that she had already got her-this is he kinda man!! :P
and the story revolves around three women and this guy..and the daughter of this man..wowwwwww...she was lovely..the only thing to know is whose dotty was she?and the father explains .. :P what all he has been..gone through..is the story all about..

A romantic comedy,very unlike Hey baby or any of the Akkis movies.. :P

It ended around 1 and I went to bed...yeah.. now..am still waiting,for the mail :(

I wonder,if I have to wait another night watching another flick awake till 1..and write another blog!!

P.S: please do watch it,if you haven't!!
And let me know how it was..

Old Things recaptured...

2009-05-18T01:48:00.000-04:00

well.. well.. It has been almost 15 years I visited this place.. It used to be a holiday spot in my vacations,when I was a kid merely 5-4 years old.. I can say my younger (potter sis) grew eating crush's mitti..

The summer vacations started (just 2 days back), the first holiday went in vain serving my guest (my cousins from west Godavari…) would prolong the guest part in my next blog.. For now yeah hey the picnic spot..

The 2^nd day of my vacation and I cleverly escaped from my cousins ”Hyderabad dekho karikram,” and landed into ma’s office..

Also the plus point: would take books from ma’s office library. My potter sis refused to borrow any from her friends.. so I thought something is better than nothing and here I am in ma’s office writing another blog. And yeah… what I am here for… not to relentlessly speak about government servants.. or prove how kaamchor they are.. I really wanted to see what they do.. and write now I can see ma… chatting with my sis on phone narrating all the guest thing :D

I don’t know from where I developed interest in politics.. May be the hunger to power, developed one… but I think it all started coz.. I am here today sitting in A.P secretariat, the power house of government..(me's nt bragging ok..) May be I like siren of those dozens of ambassadors carrying “men in dhoti’s”… tummy 5-6 inches out, typical Andhra people.. who might have had idli-uttapam in their breakfast …or may be the thought of serving people.

I’ve seen clerks saying “ salaam, sahib”, “Namaste sir” to my parents.. when they enter into the office.. they don’t have to show their id too… everyone knows who they are… and from the watchman, to the clerk,lift operator, the chai wala and the tiffin-mirchi wala…. All are the same…”Namaste Namaste…”(feels proud to be known as a kid of government servants)…:P

Have seen people blabbering about government servants… “they don’t work! They chat! They hardly work!” I wouldn’t completely slam or accept the theory….

We started for the office at 11:00pm.. and reached at 12:00 pm.. mom tore a white sheet into half,she had no pen in her purse(my bro must have stolen it).. on being asked why this..?? she explained she’ll have to write to the higher authority that she was late.. and then she started the raga “vijaya..vijaya..” vijaya her clerk..she opened moms almirah and gave her a pen stand asked her to submit the letter to the higher authorities.

“bring my files amma..” all the conversation taking place was in telugu only… infact I haven’t heard any body speaking English… poor lady brought the files and then she called the thin chick beside her “do this dat this that…” No wonder!! No wonder!! Mom can’t bare a single back answer from us.. when she’s speaking no one’s supposed to speak! Otherwise be ready to get the deadliest look of hers, as ghostly as she can be GRRR!!!:P

Poor viji was called again to search the library cards, in the almirah… and mom asked me “what do u want for lunch?” it was 1:30,we came at 12:00 and she needs lunch.. On frowning,she said "everything would be over if you delay.."

we ordered idli, small samosa’s and flavored milk…(small samosa's are my favorite....doesn't matter in which oil they're fried..)

then mom said that “I don't think it's the right time to go to the library, it’s lunch time na.. we’ll go after 3..” it was then I started writing my present blog…In midst came again the same thin chick… clad in cotton salwar kameez, mom asked her for few print outs…. She did few mistakes.. mom angrily threw the papers and took the printouts herself… poor chick.. I asked mom why did she do like that?? She said “new chick! Should make her work as much as possible… beginner na…” how evil!! :P

Our lunch came and we had it.. mom typed and typed looking at some papers into M.S word documents… some of the people in the hall went out for lunch at 1:00 and it’s 2:30 and still they aren’t here…?? GOsh!!

I can see a man on my right hand side desk.. scratching his mustache .. hardly interested in work.. kept chatting on phone.. don’t know may be his gf… ah no… must be wify.. it reminds me of jeet….:P but poor people… what I noticed is nobody’s g-talk or meebo’s opened.. yes I spied :P All oldies… what will they do with g-talk & meebo...

one of the silliest thing... mom started "chi!!chi!!... this fellow writes filling for filing and she types the same and prints it out… no abbreviation too…huh!!”

I wonder how the kid beside can play the same bike game for hours… reminds me of my brother .. he still does whole day on zapak…

Its 3:00 now… I am bored and almost sleepy after having samosa’s and the flavored milk…

HOsh PosH!!!

flash back: when I was 3-4.. I remember, how I used to sleep in my pa’s cabin.. in a fully air conditioned room which was allotted to him when C.M(pesh)…(don'ta sk me what C.M peshi is,even I don't know..)

…

I remember, how I used to run in between pa’s legs and hold him tight,when I used to see that man in mustache… mustaches scare me! They still do! I deleted a man in my friend list on my orkut.. and rerely replied him when he scraped only coz he wore a mustache…:P

Present:

hee..hee… the man’s playing the games on the comp… with the kid… ah!! Look at this.. wify joining too..oh!! small family happy family’s perfect example infront of my eyes…

its been two point ** hours and the uncles are here...1:00 to 3:13 ..awesome timings..I wonder if they cooked,ate and came :P

Am drowsing....How can one sit like this for hours.. ?

Went into the library,the librarian informed that she has to shut the library..and I picked John Grisham's "The client"...Lets see..if i read or just turn pages :P

I conclude: i feel that the govt should ban the spoon feeding thing..(the clerks for giving a pen stand..and all..)

Reason:The raising Kilos of my Mom..

Rest all..yes they do work..they aren't that lazy as i thought....

I realized :Why Pa gets lazy when it comes to office..

Why jeet rushes home so punctually from Office..

Why Maa craves for holidays.. :P

the delay in blog publishing's brought to you by my cousins xyz!

Nothing lasts forever!!

2009-04-11T09:47:00.000-04:00

Yes,Nothing lasts forever ..but the unturned pages of my books..the saga continued until it was Sidney Sheldon's-"Nothing lasts forever."
I know there are Book worms reading this blog..and must be almost spitting at me..saying"How lazy..!!..Huhh!"

I dedicate this blog to my beloved sister....
whose all attempts to turn me into a book worm like her went vain every time she tried... :P

My mother always cursed me,she still does for not reading Readers digest..Why should I read it?If I can't digest? :P
"Your sister,she never use to waste a single minute of her vacations..she always had some thing to read in her hand..why are you so lazy?"
"Shall I bring you some thing to read from my office Library?"
"you want to subscribe for British Library eh?...You can sit in A.C and enjoy the books.."
ROFL!
My reply used to be straight..."Dekhenge Mummy..." :D

I remember Mom bringing me Sherlock Holmes,that was the first book she brought for me to inculcate the habit..I felt unconscious seeing the size of the book and my sissy was happy that she got stuff to read..
She had books hidden under the pillow..(when Pa used to come for his daily rounds of "why didn't you sleep?what are you reading?)..In the rice container,when in kitchen...and in the middle of clothes in the wardrobe.

Sis don't sue me for this pol khol! :P

They got the idea,that this git will never read..they stopped torturing me by not bringing me any more books..

The only thing I loved to read was Tinkle..small sweet comics!

I grew defying books...

Inter first year,B'lore:
I met with an accident and my sister got another chance to try her Luck..she took me to crossword to lure me...I said "they are so many,which one should I?"
She knew the large size scares me..she bought Pocket books..
Wuthering heights,Mill on the floss,Jane Eyre,Little women,David Copperfield ...
Poor me had to read them,I was bed ridden no..
I started with -Mill on the floss..ask me why?
Coz it had Pictures on every alternate side of the page,so I thought it would be a good idea to escape...and take the credit of reading at least one of them.. :P

I came back Hyderabad and I thought it'd be a tribute to my sister if I finish them all..and reda them all.. :)
They still lie in my cupboard,with the giant Potter books..

In to my B.tech,any one would love read to cut time out..but I was still the same lazy nerd!
Started Orkutting and heard of something called "Five point some one,"it really attracted me,accidentally my friend had the same book the other day and I read it...I was happy that I read some thing called "Novel,"with out any ones persuasion ...
Sis though advised me not to read that stupid mans books :P
Five point some one was followed by One night at the call center(a disastrous book,which I read to spend my time during the power cuts)and Three Mistakes of my life kinda attracted me(I thought what the mistakes would be ..)..

and then my Potter sis,brought me John Gresham's The painted House,which I surely didn't read..I found it time consuming after going through the Indian authors books.. :D

And then it was Agatha Christie's-They do it with mirrors.Tried reading it,read the first half in fact.. the story revolved around so many characters that I had to go through few pages again to realize who is who.. :D
I didn't really understood what was to do with mirrors..I was facinated by the title of the book,and was relating it with some thing black magic... but it turned out to be...

And then came Sidney's "Nothing lasts forever,"a tale of three doctors and there survival..
I finished the book in a week and a half..

***patting myself****
382..ah 400 pages is of course a big deal,and my sis called it "Time pass book"
I felt the hunger to read after finishing the book...I missed the doctors..and then I realized why my sister had that magnetic effect towards the fat-fat novels..

The two S's reading the blog,don't be that happy the magnetic effect didn't develop here yet....

they've bid bye for a week!!

2009-04-04T08:07:00.000-04:00

Yahooo!!
Yahooo!!
chahe koi mujhe jangli kahe kehne do ji kehta rahe...
huh!!aagey ka song ni pata :P

sister must have huhh'ed!!swapnil would've smiled and tangy must have managed to put on a forced smile :D

12:20:
My cell showed an Sms:
Hey guys!exams which were going to be held from 21st are postponed to 28th of April,the last exam's got 6 holidays to prepare.for more check the website.

I jumped!!pushing the books aside!
And forwarded the same to donno..how many friends and in turn their were msgs pouring..
"Is it?"
"sach?"
"why do you give me a heart attack every time?"

The moment,my friend confirmed me that the message was no bogus.
Thoughts poured in my mind..what should I do?what should I do?
-Go for the shivamani concert today?
-Go to the new shopping mall..(reliance Industries managed to open shopping malls too..relaince fresh was not enough for looting the public it seems! yes,they named it-Reliance trends!)
-meet my old college buddies?
-watch a movie?

It was 2:30,me back on my table to study..till I smsd,gave the time tables to other friends from other branches,coz the site showed Busy at their place.

I was the one to break the news in my college..
They showered "thanks!thanks!"
No!I din't sms back to them saying-"no thanks!no sorry in friendship!" :D
(they were so many,must have crossed 100 today both in inbox and out box!)

The only disadvantage is............... :(

I can't go to Kerala now!Yes,my friend's bro was going to Kerala to write an entrance exam,so we thought we'd see Kerala too..bad luck Kerala,You don't have us visiting you! :D

But still..I am elated..this gap can increase a few %les and also a few tension free "Good nights!"
:D
and a click for people on my blogger.

Should I thank the Election commission for this?

I wont let that Pup in!

2009-04-01T09:07:00.000-04:00

My mom and my bro loves dogs..not only dogs they love all the animals on earth!!

One of my college freind has got a puppy..uh..healthy puppy family infact,I told the same to mum..and what it was my mum requesting me to get one from her!I ignored her saying ok..ok!!

A day back,my brother reads an sms-"do you really want the pup?"
and he started jumping-"mummy she's giving us a puppy..mum tell her to bring it home..plzz plzz.."
It's exam time and he wants a pup!No my bros exams are over and he's chilling daily in hot sun,with his stupid friends..(stupid coz they saw"straight" movie in Imax,wasting 150 on a dumb movie is really stupid!isn't it?)..Hmm..my exams are on the way..from 21st :( and how can he expect me to bring home a new creature!I remember last sem,they bought a mosquito swatter and I was so eager to play with it,I touched it only after my exams :D
Don't laugh,that's called dedication! ;)

coming to pets..I've really had a bad time with them..actually it was only once,and since then I've never let dogs near me...

Once upon a time,when i was 10 :D
from some where,came a dog,which quite looked like a puppy..
the dog became a part of the family in a very few days..
it was this time,peak summer..summer holidays,sunny morning,my sister and I of going out for a walk..so did we and came along the dog...

The doggy's chain was in my controll,it suddenly started barking..I tried calming it..the chain went off my hand..I moved away from it,trying to reach my sister...and it went berserk!!
what flashed my mind was,my mum saying"u'll have to take 14 injections,if it bites u!!"

I ran ran ran....leaving my chappals..on the road,not caring if people are seeing me..9other wise I am always very conscious :D)
ran ....till I reached my home..
My sister came..with the dog,laughing her heart out!!
I was the joke of the day!!

And since then...i never tried befriending dogs..
I run in to the room and jump over the bed,every time I visit my aunt's place,coz theirs a small dragon their in a disguise of pup,they call her julie!

I hate animals,be it dogs,chickens,or fishes...
Yes,we had them all..
a dog!
chickens-a complete family of may be 22 chiks,whom we named after a daily soaps characters ,"kasautiii zindagii kii.."remember?
And then,my sis bought fishes once..which are no more ..
chiks and fishes had no malice towards me..
but dog!!!eeeeeeee!!

so...Mum and bro,forget about the pup..you won't get it!!

MY beloved lamp!!

2009-03-23T09:13:00.000-04:00

saved !!
saved hard saved 2.5 K!! :D
well...that's the figure from which i wanted to buy a lamp,for my new L.C.D..(not new any more..it's 6 months old now)not exactly L.C.D,to decor it beside L.C.D!
42"big!!and a finely polished brand new table!what was missing was the lamp..n so i decided to buy one!

It wasn't certain that we'd go shop..after a long day of hunting-shunting of project instis...,unless ur sis wants an excuse to buy herself a birth day dress! :D

City center shopping mall:
It was saturday-half of the mall was full with kids,all uncles,aunties..and some stupid regular chiks moving around to check out what was new,as if they own the mall..
a store called i-collection!furniture bazaar..
we entered with a great hope that we'd find some thing..
I found no lamp around my range..
poor moi :(
I felt so poor..

Looking at the range of the things,we moved towards the opposite mall...@Home!
My last visit to @Home was with my Pa!Me was a rich girl at that time,with Pa nodding not a single No to any thing!!
Every step made me realize ah!How poor I am...how poor I am..but at the same time,i was elated that I am gonna buy some thing out of my own money..not earned,but saved..

What craziness conquered people I don't understand...One complete floor was full of candle stands...varying from a size of candles to as large as ahhh!! My lcd!?yes.. :P(really couldn't compare anything except my L.C.D)
Technology's at it's peak and people still opt for candle stands eh?I wonder if they light any in them :D

Another floor...~~~~~~Lamps~~~lamps~~lamps~~~~~lamps~~
which one should I choose!?If I had my pockets full...trust me i'd have bought all of them..they were that good!
I found one..Tall..all of steel..and two attachments made of glass,in which the bulb would hide some where inside! :Dlike leaves attached to the branch of a tree!!ah!ahh!no!the attachments were not like leaves!my taste isn't that bad..
neither it was green..
The price tag showed-4200..now 2300/-
my eyes popped out..such a beautiful thing in so less!
with a pride an owner should show..i called the sales manager,to fix a bulb and give a demo! Alas!!he said-"ma'm the circuitry isn't good,that's the reason we are giving it away in 23.." :(
I scolded him..."what should we do with the lamp if the circuitry is bad?"
I'd have bought it and keep it aside,if it wasn't my first buy!!Mum 'd have killed me..if....
then my sisters sight shifted towards a lamp..small..short too...but cute..touch it..it glows,once again it glows brighter..once more and much brighter!!
mY first buy! a lamp 900!!

I thought i'll buy another one..but all lamps and nothing to sit on and admire it would be a waste...I gave it a try for the bean bag..though it wasn't fixing in my budget!!My sisters words flashed-"bean bags aren't good for the spine!"
so i wouldn't take a chance with my spine at least!!(with my spine at least well..thats another big story,which i'll surely write when i get time,probably in my sem break)..
I recollected,I saw a puffy..in the adjacent mall..

Though I was quite attracted towards the candle stands,which came 2 for 6oo to me,i preferred buying some thing which'd raise my parents eyebrows!And they did on seeing the puffy which came for 900 to me!!puffy's this thing to sit on,which's got threads like noodles on it! :D
I have the bills...I don't think I'll throw them..i'll ever throw them..I have many such old things,which kept together can be a museum.. :D
Preserving them's a big task,for my Pa is on his duty of discarding things on every sunday!so..they are still there lying in my bag!

And and and...and..The next day my Pa gave me 2K saying "that was your pocket money...so.."
and so..I have a plan..i'll shift the lamp to the master bedroom,and buy another one!!not now...not till I have my pockets filled to afford a tall handsome..?ah sexy? ah what ever....it's a lamp!!!

PS:I was so busy in switching the two malls ..I din't give a chance to my sister to buy a thing!! :D

Yes!you!!roll no:28!!

2009-03-16T06:00:00.000-04:00

what can one do..when there's a power cut or when ur server shows "network time out!"..?
well i probably write my next post..yesterday when there was one,I inaugrated my glass paints kit,and drew a butterfly,which kinda looked out of this world..:P
ok m not here to post updates on what i spoiled!!!
but this time how spoiled i am..
It takes 2 years to turn from a teachers pet to a spoiled brat..Is it?
May be my linear exponential decaying curve,started from the end of my 10th..ah..no!I don't think so.. I was a perfect mugger(here means who mugs things :P)at that time...
My first remark in my 10th standard: my class teacher saying-"people try to progress,rectify faults,flaws...but you are getting lower and lower day by day!!"(did she mean i am becoming neech day by day?!OMG what wrong did I do?)...
Did my +2 from a corporate college,where lecturers harass students for state ranks..top scores in IIT,AIEEE,BITSAT..
This was the time a brat,lazy,dumb head,tube light was getting baked...I've decided,that I wouldn't put my children in to a corporate college,coz they actually loose the concept of why they are here?to study or to avoid the lecturers dose of nagging...they loose the interest of even few %'s they had in studies,in the whole process of hating their lecturers for assigning them so much work.
Thanks to the faculty I landed in a very good engg insti.. :D(which comes first if you count from last,thanks to my EAMCET scores).
I still regret for not performing well at that time...
Well...focusing light on my present!
I don't believe,what I am today..from a teachers favourite student to a lecturers most staring object!!..Well...all aren't "aankhon ka taara of lecturers" at this age,except few of the first benchers..the chamchus,who take marks in viva as if its their copy right!
Now why did I choose this only topic to write..though it's kinda boring...to critisize some one..
well i take a stand now..
what does she think?I score aewein in the finals..?ok! I don't answer her when she asks me Q'ns during the class..that doesn't mean I 'm the most dumb chik in the class..How can I answer any?when I didn't here even an 'A' of her lecture...come on now,the fault's not all mine...she makes us sleep daily by her lecture...which sans any interest put in by herself,her neck moving as if doing kathak...She reminds me of an automatic toy,traditionally dressed,which starts dancing,when it's key's rotated :D
Ok! I am sorry,but she does bring a picture of that toy,what can I do..?it's all my imagination..and it's not intentional please!!
some one's cell beeps and she looks at me..
some one's murmuring and her eyes target our bench!!
When we make hell lot a noise and she starts a surprise Q'n shoot out,the fifth or third turn is mine..
"roll no 28,if I see you talking next time,i'll suspend you from my classes for whole sem!!(in a fraction of nano second I thought,yes i'll talk now!now! now!now!...roz ki kit kit se ek baar me hi story over!):D <<<< this smiley shows how shame less I am no?
And I was so happy that i escaped from any of the seminar giving punishment,it was yesterday,when I and my friend were fighting for a pen and some other devi handed over a seminar topic to me! duh uhh!stupids,we were fighting to pick a pencil up!!
and I have to give a seminar on tuesday,and it's my first one,...I wonder how it'd be!! I think i'd realize then,how it feels on dias to get ignored by students...even if I do,i won't listen her classes,coz its since past 2 days am concentrating on the classes,and she never said-"yes u roll no 28!".....

Moral of the story is nothing!! I don't blame my lecturers for what they are...how they teach....cos,this wouldn't have been..if i wouldn't have been here...in the most incongorous college :(
If only i'd have perfomed a little better in my enterance exam...a little better.. :(

PS:look!my aim here was to criticize lakshmi...udaya lakshmi!!!but I took it all on myself...look how good I am at heart...may be not at studies...but at heart..
I took the credit din't I ? :P

Oui! it's one year!!!

2009-03-07T05:21:00.000-05:00

yeah!it's an year with Orkut!I no I haven't hit a bulls eye...but thanks to the site for it sponsored me few trust worthy,sweet friends...
defamed Orkut!Adnan murder case,she eloped with him..he eloped with her..etc etc;
It was some where in the midst of 1-5 march ,i created an account..with hardly 5-6 freinds on the site..i was never attracted to the site..it was only when I saw A.G's community,my journey with orkut began..writing posts,feed backs..it had to begin some how...

I never knew one could poke in to some one else's life so much and it wouldn't even bother them... :P
Proudly spying,lurking I changed my second name as-the spy!(i don't think i'll ever change it..)
I dedicate this blog to all my pals,once virtual identities..
I can't write a testi for each one of you,but here's a sneak peak about what I have in my heart for you..

Raghav jhavar:A vasavi lad,we don't know each other,we aren't friends either..but man you'r here coz you were the first out sider in my friend list..so I thought of giving you some fame through my blogger..:D

then came madam hue(minni)..
Minni:we met in A.G's community...we always fought-"my A.G!my A.G!" :p
we were thickest friends,just like jai and veeru :P..infact I saw her as an elder sis..It sounds absurd but even after spending hours together after college with her on net,I couldn't gain her trust ..some thing silly happened and we broke up..ahh ah..she left me..The day you left me hue,I saw a dream - a sadhu saying me-"she'd return after 2 years!! :P"
with hue,few of her friends came free to me :P ..Who left my friend list too with her...
she left me,when I had exams on my head..
poor my soul ..how much did it cry..:(
but today I m happy though you aren't there you left some one behind for me.. Thanks, for that!
lesson learnt: would take net pals light heartedly minus the four pearls which 'd always shine in my friends list ..in my life!!well...they aren't annu,swappy,jeet,hims!!so i didn't take permision of either of them to post them here on my blog!! ;D
picture courtesy:anukul

Here they are...
Well..some one was still there to wipe my tears..and very much happy too that my attention's now diverted towards him.. Jeet!
Jeet:jiggy...piggy..doggy..Mr.flirt :P
Once mine and hues mutual friend ..he came spying at my SB asking-"who was there on femina?"(when I and hue were discussing A.G on femina Miss India)..
ah..jeet..jeet ..jeet..what should I say..people who don't have you are so unlucky..:D
he wouldn't mind you ruining his office hours,though his schedule's damn hectic.
I regularly eat his brain asking him stupid Q'ns...about his college life,love life and about the things in his office..though he's damn busy..poor guy answers all my Q'ns with out any hich kich,
i bug him all the time his name in my gtalk list blinks green..
he's very bad at gossiping,story telling..:D
And some times boring too..lazy at scrapping..just scraps-"hi!how are u?"
"GM!"
"GA!"
Eeeks..Jeet this is the boring part of yours..

I never thought i'd befriend him -Annu..friend of my two very closest college friends.
Anukul:
Bhai!!!Annu!that's how i address him..we met when farin(my college pal) wasn't coming online and he was eager to know ,why isn't she.
ever ready to help in sorting out problems with my P.C.
He's the one who scraps me colorful graphics in my SB!Thank you for all of them,though you've stopped doing that now..I wonder y.. :P
it's his message when my cell beeps in the mid night.now a days my ek mathr sahara to give me match updates when I am in the college.he's the one who wouldn't mind me calling/messaging him up,even in the mid night..
keep the sms thing going on bhai..i love it!
With Annu and farin came himank..Hims!

Himank:
I don't know much of him..except that he's a great artist..awesome with brushes and his digital paintings..and now a movie too..
he'd never say u no! when asked for a painting.
he's a bit boring,but very good at heart,ready to lend hand with brushes any time... :D
thank you hims,for the digital painting of mine..Isn't this blog sounding like a thanks giving speech? :P
Hims,hope you get your hers soon..and please learn how to flirt..i'd love send you to Jeet to give you some tips on flirting.. :D

...just after the hues episode..(is hue the epicenter of my world of virtual entities..?i dare not say no! yes! she is!she was!for she is no where in the scene now)when I decided that i'd give up talking to strangers,and start doing some serious work,at least read a book online,I asked for a book called :tell me your dreams,in the community,and entered the fourth pearl..ah..duffer..eh?Swappy!
Swapnil:Swappy...sapna jaisa... :D duffer!that's swapnil phadke,title sponsorer of many of my blogs..he came giving me the link of the book in my SB..I didn't read the book yet,but we became very good friends..
He's so much like my elder sis..so he's like my elder bro,tried to inculcate habbit of reading in to me,but all futile...(no wonder am so good at grammar!)my english guru some times...reads desi,watches desi...sab angrezi...except his food,a typical mumbaiah...hogs on dosa..sandwitch daily!loves bread,cheese and tea,and made me try to.. :D
my view about mumbaikars would've never changed,it had only for this guy..
he has always helped my tube blink at the share market,economics area.he'd leave any aunt behind in gossiping..he'd listen to any thing you want be it ur visit to the mall,ur hair cut any thing.. :D
some times I doubt if he's a guy,but it's just his inquisitive nature that makes me feel so...
you can go yup yup yup when he's around and he's never bored.no matter how worst you are at any thing,he can go on and on encouraging you to strive for better..(like my blogging,you wouldn't have got to see this many blogs if he wouldn't have encouraged me,reading them though he's a kanjoos at commenting!)
with such great friends around I don't think I need any more now,Orkut addiction's lessened ..for you all have managed a place in my cell...in my heart

well..it was very difficult to compress you all in this small space,it has been very graceful of you all to stand by me at times of joy and sorrow!
Thank you all for being there...
Kudoos to our friend ship!

PS:thanks to orkut,for it showed the life outside my imagination,re-united few friends,gave few new ones! :)

He helps those who help themselves.

2009-03-03T09:24:00.000-05:00

Well...this was to be published long back..!!
The Winter was awesome...With all jackets,sweaters,mufflers and stuff...But, do you think every one gets to shoot the same line?Ah..no!certainly not..amongst the Lakhs..of..ah can't precise what figure..I came across a small girl..
On a chilly morning,on my way to the college,I saw a girl..ya..whose picture you can see here on the post.I first couldn't make it out whether it was a girl/boy,for I could see just a swarthy face..chapped lips..wrapped in an old shawl..collecting all rubbish from the foot path..and putting it into the small born fire which she created to get some warmth!! It was exam time..and I could hardly even think of talking to her. Done with my Exams..results...She went out of sight for few days..
Two weeks ago:
Ok!she was a girl..An untidy yellow T-shirt and trousers..(oh..this was the thing I could hardly associate a beggar (may be) or a homeless girl)and a sandal with a 'hollywood' sticker on it..Now!!Holly wood's a leading foot wear store here!!
Here comes another morning and another..a whole week gone,crossing the road pitying and averting her.I saw her daily on the foot path...I went baffled spotting her with bangles..chewing tobacco.
now!where did she get those bangles from??she became the weeks tea time discussion topic with my sis!!
I felt shamefull,her grimmed face kept me gleaming at nights ..how could I avert my self from such a situation..then i'd rethink..am i the only person who's seeing her daily?why's no body getting her out of that place?
I finally decided..how late it'd be tomorrow to the college..u ought to talk to the girl!!
With my half baked telugu,I started the conversation..I asked her,if she'd stay in an orphanage..she agreed!! i felt so happy!!whoa!!!
I imagined what reactions people would give me if I settle this girl in a hostle or an orphanage..my sister would realize that I am not the same jerk she left me years ago..i've changed!My parents would get an idea that ya..she'd survive if sent her over seas for education..huhh!leave about others...how great i'd feel.. as great as God!(i am no ways comparing me to you god!ok?!).
I managed to get few contact numbers of orphanages..(thanks to Annu for the numbers)
I googled if there were any in my locality and found few of them..dialled the first one.
hyderabad council of human welfare,A man piks up the phone and says-"no no! only boys!!only boys!!"(human welfare eh?girls aren't human beings?)..
then the other says-"no ma'm this is not a missionary..it's a hospital."
and after hearing few other no's!there was this-missionaries of charity of mother teresa which agreed..though this one was quite far away from my place,i decided to take her there.
The day after shivrathri..tuesday morning,it was a holiday for me.I dressed myself in cotton to sound like a social worker :D.
started for the foot path..(sounds funny,but that's where she lived!)
I prayed for the bus to come..I lied to mom saying that I have to buy a book, so that i can study whole day,i am leaving early..mom warned me not to intervene in to this matter,a few days back.so,i dared not tell her that i was going for this!I kept waiting for the bus for more than 10 minutes..bus delay is it a presage of some thing negative??? i thought!!
I reached the foot path,yes she was there...with full enthu i said-"nadu"(means comeon in telugu).
never did i know that she'd do this!! she gestured a no!!
the dream of a philanthropist shattered like a mirror broken into thousand pieces my thought of she waving me in the orphanage broke..i tried pleasing her...she didn't agree.she told -she's got a brother who's a driver and he'd beat her if she'd go!!
I returned home..like a looser,who couldn't even please a little girl.do i look evil?i thought.
I was heart broken and I decided that i'd nt even look at her from now on..
One of my net pal gave me tips how to please her..which I thought i'd do!
The next day I narrated the same story to one of my friend and she in turn narrated the same to her parents..and what I get to hear from my friend the next day is-"Nameera,my pa said-u don't have to interact with her..!!she's some girl............."
But is it right?!I donno! if it is or not..
what I realized is-'God helps those who help themselves'
and she was simply not ready to be helped out of her life
ultimately life is all about.... you are where you are cos that's where you want to be!
Today:I went searching for the girl...thinking may be I can write a part-2 of this blog..but unfortunately,she wasn't there...

Thanks sis!for helping me how to conclude...

SONY de nakhre.:D

2009-02-25T02:55:00.001-05:00

When i was sacrificing my hair..lost lots of them..in steps.. :( i got an sms from my sister saying-"bring pani puri and chips from hot chips!"
she had her internal the next day,otherwise she'd have surely come to add it to my excitement and nervousness...she wanted us not to go for the same..huhh! what?the world should stop if she's got exams eh?! :P
My mom went to the pani puri wala,he told 3 puris for 2 rs,my mom returned with out the pani puris...when aked she replied-"that guy was itching his head and putting the pani in the puri with the same hand!...chiii! and its costly too..we'll make it at home!" :P
Beside the parlor there was this store-spencers!my mom's this brahmin kinda lady ,who doesnt allow us to eat road side food! or any junk food out side!..we went in to spencers and my mom started picking up all the kitchen goodies..i was cheking out the new flavours close up offered-red hot,tangy some thing..,mint lemon...and pepsodent ppl's gt this sensitive option too..I heard this song masakalli masakalli playing in the store,I took my cell outa my jeans pocket and asked mom -"mummy shall i ask pa to bring tickets for delhi-6?"..she replied.."hair cut's over and now you want movie eh?"
we picked up the things needed for pani puri...
1 pack puris -16 rs.
half kg peas -10 rs.
pani puri masala-18 rs.
Now tell me...which pani puri costs you more?? huhh!
I checked my pockets for my cell..if i recieved a new msg,I couldn't find it..I asked mum to check it if it was there in her purse...she nodded no!!
i searched and searched it..all over again n again in my pockets and moms purse,my mum rushed to the parlor to check it if I forgot it in the parlor..I was sure that i didn't forget it in the parlor coz i saw a sms when I was in the market..
I made a-crying face..,ideas flashed my mind..what i'd do if i loose it...cry in front of pa,n he'd get me one more was the best option...can't even imagine of mom buying me one,n sis buying me one...uhh she 'd never! to make me realize..how careless I am!!i had no hopes i'd get it back,coz once u loose things in such places u hardly get them..that too so many cupboards to check..from grocery to toothpaste to vegetables..to the skin care...
I asked for a cell on the counter,doggys nobody lended me one,one of trhem asked me my number..may be her fellow mate had cell to ring my cell..
Till then..I imagined the scene of a man who was taking out the sim from my cell and laughing! of the theif-who'd fly away with my cell..
My sight shifted towards the basket in which I had all the goods to be billed..I rushed searched and searched..down in the basket on which the bottle guard,toothpaste..i prefered lemon and mint..peas,pani puri masala,grapes,apples..etc etc...lied my Sony ericsson ..GOD!!!!!thank god!!!!!!!sigh of relief my cell looked as if saying-"I love you and I wont go any where leaving you!"I replied- I love you too... :D I then realized my love for my cell phone,I donno if it'd have been the same if it was not my first cell..I'd keep it for ever and ever..no matter how many sets i'd buy later..but this is the future politicians first cell..so isn't it supposed to be auctioned!? ;D

Hairy affair!!!

2009-02-24T08:59:00.001-05:00

After spending a lazy sunday,We(me and my mom) realized there has been much intake of calories and we gotta burn few of them.we went out for a walk,in the colony.
was tired of hearing the same comment of my sister on every photo"why did u tie your hair like an aunt?":D..i finally pataoed my mom with the help of my brother...
we saw a parlor in the midst of lanes,with no work to do at home and the next day being a holiday,on account of shivrathri...we barged in to the parlor and decided to visit the parlor the next day afternoon..
As this was my first experiment with my hair...after a long time..the last time..i remember..how i became a laughing stock of my school when my mom did a tom boy on my hair..in 9th grade...it was den i decided i'd never give my head to my mom..!:D
with full enthu I entered in to the parlor..after taking a detailed description of a cut to be done from my sis!(she can beat javed habib in this!):P....not upto my expectation ..the barber ah parlor wali...? wasnt der.... :(
we came back home with my face swollen upto its max limit!this wouldn't be the case,if my sister wud have come online at time! :P
My mom's always got this business of altering her clothes..so she was visiting the tailor,after seeing my swollen face ,she decided to take me to another parlor....;) swollen faces work some times!!
We went to the tailor called-"decent tailors,"whose owner very decently might be was sleeping..or celebrating shivrathri..closing the shutters of his shop..
my mom yelled-"yeh decent toh kabhi bhi nahi rehta....!!" :D
We went inside the parlor..two ladies welcomed us..
one of them started trimming my hair..making a U on my hair....and the other was trying too woo mom with her herbal massage and other packages...
In the midst of the hair cut scene, came three girls in burkhas..I looked at her as she removed her veil ...as white as marble of taj mahal...ah..its getting yellowish...ah..say flour..maida!pink...
and the lady said-"face clean up!"..not a single pimple nothing..and she needs face clean up huhh! may be she had black heads,on which i couldn't aim.. :D
And then came the other lady..who did steps on my hair..
and all was done..
My hair when tied looked like a fishs tail.. :D... felt shy at the beginning but came to normal when i returned home..in the midst some thing happened,between home and the parlor..well...u can wait for the next blog...
So sis when was the last time you shooted the aunty dialogue? :D

LIVE LOVE LIFE!!

2009-02-11T06:32:00.000-05:00

...this may sound a bit depressing....ppl reading my blogs always laughed and smiled..i donno..if i'd strive you to think some thing unusual....or..I donno...what it would be...an author is a producer of both hits and flops...so...m no author..bt still..i always wanted my blogs to be hit...do boom boom...blogging at this topic,i planned it 2 days ago..but for the only thought that--writing about life...huh! how boring!!like a usual blogger or an article in news paper,which many times just go un noticed...seeing those bold figures"LIFE!"

feb 9:

my lab internal,I was very elated that the theory papers are over and lab internals would just get over in a jiffy...Pa yelling--"y didn't you have ur break fast.....?"and I stealing my eyes away from him..n running,planning which movie..luck by chance/Dev D!?...I am very famous at planning flop shows in my college..but,this time I had it in my mind that even if farin says -no..i'd drag her n take to the theater!

I was sitting on stairs,having a regular chat with my friend.."the how was ur sunday..what did u do..?"types..

One of my most irritating friends,a keralite ..i love her..hyderabadis..my other mates think shes annoying....Rani..I signalled her--ah...mast lagri aaj..!she signalled me come down..i went down with a "huh!!whaaat..?" expression...And never did I knew that I'd hear some thing..like this..--A news of death of one of my dearest frnds father..farin..whom I was supposed to drag to the theatre..

I donno..how people kept mum.,..my teras bursted out..i tried calling farin..but it said switched off..the signals don't catch in my college permises..i rushed out of the campus....i never took a call wen the phone showed "papa calling!"I used to give it to mum..or any body around..not that i didn't want to talk to him..but only to avoid his--"ache se khana khao...cross the road carefully !"dose..

i wept and wept..inconsolably..and dialled Pa's number..and cried my heart out!!

and gave him..my version of..ache se khana khao..and other++ dose!..

I recollected, how I left for the college..without bidding bye to Pa!

After spending 2 days pensively...the only answers I got for my Q'ns--what life's for??...if I have to die one day..why dosn't God take me away from ppl now..?what is life for...etc etc ...thousands of Q'ns speeding at a frequency of more than light!

I realized the importance of many things..I was missing..giving an excuse of time....

I realized,how I forgot the episode of the girl on the foot path..who I promised some clothes!!!

I realized..how I stopped singing at nights,my love for irritating my sis!.. :P..and many more things..which i'd re -establish in my life!..hope fully from today!

I remember,my sis buying pencils for some kids..at the store,when they returned it..coz they didn't have money...lifes not all about having things for you..it's all about sharing...it's all about giving..it's all about doing what you love!

I don't know what life's got for me tomorrow...what i knew today was,that I wanted glass colors...and I was very desperate to see that girl on foot path...i didn't found her..but I bought glass colors..

it's all about, what you wanna have..it's all about what you wanna do!!

you want to extend a helping hand..
do it now! do it now!
or say a kind word
say it now !!say it now!!
you shouldn't wait. It might get too late ....
well...I am not the author of the above lines...copied from a column of TOI called soul curry! :P
Hindi version --कल करे सो आज कर ,
आज करे सो अब!
Santh kabir --"u still rock!!" ;)

ARNAB GOSWAMI!!!

2009-01-24T09:32:00.000-05:00

Well...my blogging journey would be incomplete if i don't mention this man...ah...hmm..
"A.G!!"
that's how I address him....
25/aug/07:
serial blasts rocked Hyderabad..I remember,lazy me ordered my mom to bring me a text book from koti.It was minutes after mum left the place,the first bomb ripped off,at the famous gokul chat..it was raksha bandhan,the news channels flashed all blood,flesh strewn all over...rakhis..the sight of what i was seeing was disastrous...flipping channels,I stopped when i heard a voice ranting on and on ranting,not giving a chance for Renuka chaudhary to speak, slamming Ravi shankar prasad-"till when?till when?Mr.prasad will the B.J.P wait for such opportunities to play the blame game,is it not the time to realize?"
Angry young man...i thought(not very young though :P)with brains...huh...I kept staring..the cells inside me were charged. In the midst of all the blood...destruction,my heart sang some unusual tunes...as he bade bye....i went shattered,at that time I didn't knew that he was the Editor in chief of Times Now,battling with Barkha Dutt of NDTV and Rajdeep Sardesai of CNN IBN..

My hands dared not switch to any channel,other than times now...when will he come..when will he....i was desperate to see him again...again and again infact.. :D"Frankly speaking with Arnab Goswami,"showed the channel,the first episode of his I caught was with Dharmendra,the channel flashed -repeat telecast at 8:30(sunday),11:30(monday).
Well...what was it then?...every sunday...2:30,8:30...and ya...for a few weeks I missed my college too,to catch the same telecast on monday.
poor moi didn't have any knowledge of internet at that time,I visited my freind to know if internet would help...huh..what else would help?it was then I begged mom for a net connection,in false pretext of practicing some C&DS programmes :P
The first thing i typed in my google tool bar was "ARNAB GOSWAMI,"and not upto my expectation,AG was already married with a kid...well... I had no plans to marry him.. :D
My eyes opened wide,as i saw-"post graduate from Oxford univ. "
I remember,how I faught with Karthik,for his worst comments on A.G at his blog.pessimist Karthik!!

I started finishing my dinner before 8:30,and sat in front of the T.V at 8:45..well..one has to do that,in order to book the T.V,other wise my mom would take control or my dracula bro would!!I blushed and blushed,the moment my eyes came in to contact with him..it appeared as if he read the news for me and only me...coz every one used to leave the hall,the moment it strucked 9!
Poor freind of mine,had to face the brunt of listening to the regular debates during classes...we faught on issues,many of my friends became regular veiwers of A.G in a very few days...they teased me,refering his age.....and now I watch A.G's Newshour with my Pa giving me company..

No sooner,I became a moderator on Orkut of his community,almost rulled the community and also created one, ...its sad that the community's dead now.. :(,got many friends through the community....earned a name-"Arnab stalker!!"
One of the craziest thing I did was,called Times Now's office at 5:00AM,on my first external...it's been a year long this took place..i still laugh at myself..did I expect him to be there in the office at 5??
I remember,how I was glued to the television set for hours...when he was reporting for bhuttos investigations...,for Mumbai blasts,be it Arushi murder case...and the very latest TAJ episode!

Learned a lot from his debates,love his high pitches, his killing statements against the politicians..
though he some times rushes in to conclusions with out giving a glance...A.G's best of all!!!
it's been 1.6 years now..and still I am hooked to A.G,with same enthusiasm ...hooked to times now!!
The next time I mention him here,will surely be with a padmashree..
very much waiting for it,since 2 years...may be next year!
cheers A.G!!
:)

book mark and the deathly hallows!!!!!

2009-01-17T10:45:00.000-05:00

with the control of T.V in my brothers hand..poor moi left with no option,(poor..coz i had to sacrifice A.G's episode,for I did not rush to the T.V before my bro took the charge of the remote)joined mom and my sis..who stared at us saying-"harry's better than you people!"she lives,loves potter!potter geek!:P..and went in to her world of Hogwarts,she's got a book mark for each potter book,each with their own names scribbled on in funky styles,not for this one-deathly hallows!which in turn turned deathly to me.she needed a book mark...and I to take the title of Miss artist,rushed and brought all the sketches,scissors and one of my books main part..that card board kinds thing,shaped it in to a nice castle,not harry kinds,but the that alladin one,coloured and it was done.

I wanted a lace to be attached to it,the ones we can see in diaries...and for i had many,i plucked one,a blue saturn one...make a hole and put the lace inside..and the book mark's done...why couldn't it be that simple...well it had big plans for me...and more over a suplement to be blogged.
pierced the card board,for attaching the lace to the castle...once...twice..nah not done!!!

pierced harderrrrrr and it pierced my finger...it was right in...the needle from which the sweaters and all are sewed,inside my index finger...i didn't realize how deep it went in,tried pulling it away... i could feel some thing moving my flesh...my hand started shivering...before my mom could see it and create a havock,I rushed in to the bath room.In the midst of this my sister said-"say,one two three..and pluck it out!!" as if it was easy...am I a surgeon??but I had to do it,play a surgeon...series of scenes flashed my mind-the surgeon at war site removing the bullets...etc;etc; and the silliest of all...the finger with a needle on my blogger.. :P..

I ordered my cell in the bath room,my sister got it for me,yelling-are you mad...???
i tried pulling it out saying one two three...but I am not a butcher you see,i moved it slightly,i could feel the sharp tool moving in my finger..
I imagined,what the consequences would be if I 'd not play a successful surgeon,sleeping with the book mark,and also what it' b if my sis would put her hand on it,when asleep...what would it be then..I'd rush to the doc early morning,and what if it becomes serious,would they amputate my finger,i imagined myself with an amputated finger....awwwwww it was disgusting!!
15 mins,the needle was still residing in my finger,unwilling to leave the shelter...my poor finger!At an instance,i wanted to call my mom,but if she calls my father in turn,he'd get an attack ,we'd surely have to visit hospital in that case.(he's that fragile in our case):P..
I am a strategist,I decided,i'll have to play a surgeon...imagining all the consequences.after all the futile efforts of 123 go! plucking system,i moved it slowly...it moved my flesh, half an inch from my fingers tip,and finally mission successfull!!!
I came out of the bath room,and rubbed the tiny blood drop at my finger against my sisters arm,and told her"i love you!" this was the right time,i could make her realize her-that self happiness is not all,a human being has to care for,you can cry,laugh,infact peirce the needle inside to get a smile on your loved ones...rather being 'J,' when your sisters awarded for some thing she worked hard for...I hope she realize...... she cried for a while,looking at me when I was busy taking the pictures of the book mark...I did make a hole,from the same needle and attached a lace to it....
And here I am blogging with my single hand,with the pain reluctant to leave...infact paining my shoulder,which i cannot move,this time coz of the needle,the uncle peirced in to my arm for giving me T.T!!.. :(

this book mark costs a lot.isn't it??? :P

good things do not come to an end ;)

2009-01-14T03:55:00.000-05:00

Tension before exams,tension during exams,tension after exams!!!

these three T's trust me...they can bring ones soul outta mouth :p.
don't know about others,but they do,to me!
why not write exams properly...and escape these 3 T's..but no!!!!!i promise God every time -"do it this time......i'll do it better in next sem..."but....

and this time these T's were at their worst!!!
JNTU releases results exactly after a month after the completion of exams..this time,it was more than a month.and to our horror, valuation pattern of our papers was changed,..one of my friends told me..."oh...u mean they are not going to give you marks for any thing...u can write a blog -good things come to an end!"(heee hee heee...and here I am writing one,but with a different title.)
Rumors were at its peak, in fact i heard that 70%of the students flunked and the university's re- correcting all the papers :p some said-the site of jntu is under construction that's the reason they've kept our results on hold!(results on hold eh?my breath was on hold :P)

i remember..i didn't log in my orkut/gtalk/yahoo coz i was bugging people with my results tension.
few weird things i did to patao God!

kept maun wrath,for a day(this was the day when result was expected).How happy my class mates were,that they don't have to tolerate my chatter patter,but i too irked them by my sign language :p
wrote a three page letter addressing God,that too went on the terrace and wrote it.I remember i did it last sem too and it gave positive results so..this time too..i did!(the funda behind writing it on the terrace is that..i feel there we(me n god) can have a direct contact,with no walls and windows making boundaries between us!)was this secret to be kept a secret only? :p
did extra prayers.

though i wasn't logging in orkut,(it's the only connection between me and my old buddies)I sms'd them saying-"plzz pray,plzz pray!!"

my day started at 0400 hours....
once in a auto,me and my frnd we both were eating peas,and i took six of them,in my hand...these six were the subjects,and each sweet peas in my mouth means,i cleared a subject,and a bitter one if any would signify my failure in any six of them... :p...hopefully all were sweet! :)

I feel,there should be a partnership between universities and telephone companies...the sms rate was so high,stupid freinds of mine used to redicule me smsing "results are out! they are out!"and with out cheking if the results were out,i use to forward it to all..and in turn use to be...again a chain of sms's..:p
I annoyed every body with my pitch starting with a raag--mummmmmmmmmmmy ...........
when will they come!?

We all knew,that they release it when we don't expect...the tension was really building day by day..the 70% failed rumour ,change of valuation pattern....err!and the thought that i didn't start my year with dahi-shakkar was eating me(though i started it with yummy pastries)

9th jan:i hardly listen classes,left with no option we play tik tak toe and other stupid games.but thanks to vodafone network,the ppl outside the campus were reachable that day...i was chatting with my frends at home,and my frnz bro was giving us updates at the latest on india results/manabadi.
I was returning home,my frnz in the bus were reading out the jokes and stuff from my inbox,and suddenly one of them said-hey results are out!!!i started shivering,my face turned pale,as if voldermoth was in front of me!:p..or any death angels were around..coz i always got my results on phone,and this time i just came to know that they were out,the result was not in front of me as allways...i had to change a bus,to reach my home..thank god a friend of mine was with me..she literally took my hand in to hers and my other hand,was busy sending sms's..one of my close frnd,i came to know she cleared them all...this was the one who always gave me my result..i called her bro..now i had to take an auto again to reach home..(coz we took the wrong bus)
More Five minutes to reach home,toli chowki cross roads:
My heart beat at a unusual speed...phone rangged,it was my frnz bro,he told "haan didi,aap pass ho gaye ho!"i disconnected...jumped..once,twice,thrice!!!unable to believe,i called him again...-"sach me???sach bol..."He gave the phone to his mom,and aunty confirmed that ya...u did it!I again jumped and shouted "yess yess yess!!!" hugged the freind behind...if she wouldn't have been there,i am sure i'd have hugged ppl around..:p..the auto walas stared at me...ppl were like awwwww with there eyes wide open,and hands on their mouths,as if jumping and hugging was prohibitted on roads!
I then called my mummy and few old pals of mine and called my pa!reached home and told all my friends online..(i dare not call them online frenz..coz they are not less than ppl around me!my regular pals i mean). pa gifted me a watch ... a citizen watch..and my sis!!she felt jealous..so he brought her one the next day!!!!!

well..i didn't felt J in return...
I was so happy that i could explode!
so happy...that i could puke rainbows!!!
lines borrowed from a friend.thanks swappy,they were hit on orkut and I hope they'll be here too... :)

AT LAST I'D LIKE TO THANK EVERY ONE,WHO KEPT MY HOPES ALIVE! CHEERS!!!

I hate keys!!!

2009-01-03T10:08:00.001-05:00

31st December 07,
time:10:30...
10:30,is it a time to sleep?that too on 31st?nobody would even imagine of welcoming a new year with tears...but i did..:(wept and wept and tried to sleep desperately,coz the thought of crying on a 31st night,would make me cry more..if i wouldn't fall asleep before 12!the reason why i cried? my pa,and his superstitious thoughts,would rather say"theories,"implanted in his mind by my great "mathey!"he yelled at me, for i kept the empty tumblers in front of the house,to refill them when the water supply would come at 11..he kept shouting until i lost my "in from one and out from the other ear limit,"and my Lacriminal glands started functioning..producing tears,and before pa could see my wet face and start his another dose of nagging,i rushed in to my room,switched off the lights and fell on my bed(how dramatic know?)and cried and cried untill all the 3 pillows on the bed went wet,the worst part when i cry is,that I reminisce all the worst things of my life(not lived that much though)and cried all together ,for all things i lost/hate in quotas;that was till the 3 pillows on the bed got wet!
11:45,I stopped crying,for i realized ,that i'dnt fall asleep before 12! and i prayed to god,till it clicked 12,i could here the crackers going off !
12:05,mom comes in with dahi-shakkar(sugar),according to her dahi shakkar would gift us-luck ,and it'd be the shubh shubh year ahead..welll was it shubh shubh...??

My Calender 2008!!!
I acheived(would rather say "got,"for their's nothing,I got putting my own effort).

* JAN:much awaited internet connection at home(i even remember the date,it was 25th)

* FEB:created my orkut account(orkut appeared very boring,only till I saw Arnab Goswami's Community in it)
* MAR:???!!!
* APR:met my best friend-"hue,"member of A.G's community!(who's sadly no more,ah she didn't die...we are no more frns!):P
* JUN:14th-thanks god!for giving me the opportunity ,to enlist this one in acheivement category..I Got my rslts and this time too i wasn't expecting i'd pass in all the subjects,and bag all the credits...ah! i was on cloud 9!! that day!
* june-17th:met jiggy! piggy!(this place isn't enough to describe him fr he weight awesome 80 Kgs and 's gt 6.1" height...so he doesnt come in my range of 5.1"):P
* JULY:whoa!I discovered my assion of photography.(pa bought a digi cam!)
* AUG:hey! hey!!!!! i got my firstttttttttttttt cellllllll!!!!!!!!!
* SEP:well..I didn't acheive/got any thing,but my sis got admission in to the top college which i always dreamt of getting in to..."JBIET!"(i know how jealous ..and happy i was..ath the same time!):P
* OCT:it wouldn't matter if i do any thing or not in this month...u surely get gifts on ur birthday..don't u?(lunch and window shopping with frnds,dinner with family,this day will surely have an account in my"most memorable b'days!")
* i never thought my poor eyes would get the pleassure of watching Arnab Goswami on a 40" L.C.D!welcomed home sony bravia..x-series!!
* NOV:??!!
* DEC:???!

I Lost:-

* JAN:IMS scholarship competition!(no regrets! i wasn't expecting to clear even the first round,out of the 1000+ people in the auditorium,participating from colleges all over hyd!)
* FEB,MAR,APR,JUN,JUL,AUG,SEP:thanks God!i didn't loose any thing in this many months!
* OCT:4:well...should I say i lost much money in giving my frnds a b'day treat..:p?(they'll surely kill me if they see this!)
* 16:not necessary that,the things you acheive/get are guaranteed "forever," to you!lost my frnd hue,my stupid prank of impersonation,terribly failed and instead back fired me...and took huea way from me...;((((((this was a mind jolt,i was jurked!hue going away from me was as terrible as"the terrorist attack on TAJ!":P)
* NOV,DEC:??!!!

DEC 30TH
04:30 hours:well...this doesn't account in to any acheive/lost category....
completed my copy-paste copy activity of my next blog!!confused??

i could see the dishes at the dinning table,but couldn't reach them...
could see my LCD,,but couldn't log in my orkut/gtalk!!
couldn't on my real player in the phone,coz the phone went off! coz of the charging!
why do you think I hate keys!!?
I forgot keeping the keys of my house in my bag when i left for college,which i regularly used to!:(
I was left technology less....i saw washing machine,and thought of at least passing time by washing clothes..as i opened the machine bad luck of mine....there were no clothes to wash!!:(

and here is the result of my forgotten keys!! my blog entry which u've just completed reading!

WELL YA..IT WAS A SHUBH SHUBH YEAR INDEED!:)

Elated in the midst of tracks....

2008-12-12T12:26:00.000-05:00

12/12/08

3:30 PM
.........watching people of different caste,creed,of different age groups,each different from other,each following a different trend..every one happy,minors excited......stoppppppp!not much than me...
where was i?
"railway station!!!!":p

I didn't knew i'd miss this crook this much,for i always wanted him to be away from me,be it com,be it T.V,or at the dining table!my bro!huh!am i writing a blog on him!forget it!!!!it's just about my visit to railway station...and yeah railway station is not less than air port ok...?!coz you get things here at a cheap rate,unlike the cafe coffee day or java green on the airports,haven't been to airports many times,but i know!trust me watching people at the railway station's better than on a airport,where you can find uncles sleeping with their lappys and women busy with their novels,magazines or tying their knot 101 times a minute,and ya..you find better chiks at the airport...so why giving yourself complex watching them?(this is only in my case..-exceptional):p...but one thing that attracts is-"the men at the counters ,properly dressed,hair parted...and all fair...!,"do they intake peole seeing their colr.. :P

this was after 7 great years i got this opportunity to visit a railway station,thanks to my bro...well went to drop him there he was starting for playing soft ball at nationals.i don't know how great he is at the game,but as i saw the team,my bro looked smartessssssst of all,may be every sister feels so..but no! he was really looking smarter than others...wearing a navy blue raising hell since 1985...ya..85! ed hardy t-shirt,his eyes gleamed through his frameless spectacles..well i don't know if it's gt a name..or it's just a frameless spectacle..let me know it if its got any,if any body reads this one!and then i thought of taking a round with him,for he was looking a bit smarter than others there!:p...saw foreighner with a gaint canon camera,taking snaps of both people and trains..i wonder what she'd do with them...we came at the end of the station.....and there i stood,at the end of the platform,a train beeped it's departure tune,seeti?yes...it's final whistle..this was hyd to wadi train ..i don't know where wadi was....is infact..:p..i said my bro...we'll wave at them na...plzzz plzzzz...memories flashed my mind...the way we used to yell"tata...tata...,"from the train when we used to go on tours in our mid holidays!i felt a thud!!will those...can those days come back....can i re- live them..?.well..if i'd get this chance of...-"which moments would you like to re-live.."then i'd love barge in to those days again!
Obviously he didn't allow me to wave at them..though we had only few lambadas sitting and smooking beedi there...then we switched to the other track of the platform..the other side,it had hyd-chennai express standing...we thought of a mischeif and went inside the AC coach and took a look at the chennaites(if u call them :p)...the boogies were empty...and we took the A.C ka mazaa for few minutes and came out!then their was a stall...attracting small kids with it's colorful wrappers of little hears,lays kur kure...and some pogo chips etc..etc..my brother said--"hey i need little hearts..,"he bought them..and then i told him..."see...no partiality..u took sweet na..then u should take some thing salty too...take alu bhujia also..,"and we picked few other items too...saying this that..finally ending with a big pack of..."sweet,salty,sour...goodies."
then we saw a stall,and a girl turning pages...looking at magazines...it reminded me about my sis,and ya..if she would have been there,she would have surely buy some thing...unlike"double tinkle digest," which i bought for my bro!:p....few steps more and i could see mum!then i thought whta about a coffee/tea..and took a 100 rs note out and asked the shop walla ...and he told 10!
i gave him 20!he told...each 5!!! i felt like wowwwwwww i'll come here only and have a cup daily..if it's this!it didn't taste that well though,,...i wsa alert like a spy...when the announcement saying--"koi bhi anjaan vastu.....,"and stated looking around....if there was a bomb or some thing..hidden under the chairs,but i found none...:p
i reminisced all the scenes pictured in the hindi movies...DDLJ,saathiya...(my fav)and jab we met,i really wanted to catch that running train...like kareena...bt...:( ..:p
i remember my sis saying...enough of trains,buses...i donno why she said so..i found it good...and more over cheap..:p.....it was after a long time..i got a chance to watch people ..that too so many..together..i se them regularly waiting for the autos ,buses,...but this had a different impact..i donno why i felt very very good,it would have been gooooooood if i'd have got the chance to travel in the train..bt...sadly...no... :(...and ya...at last..........i left my bro embarrassed, i waved him bye.......till the time, i couldNOT see him...
... :)

TERROR AT ITS WORST!!!!!!!!

2008-11-28T09:31:00.000-05:00

what should i start this one with?
bloody!!!!!!!If there's a Pakistani hand in this, i 'll surely go and blast Pakistan!and yeah...would proudly hand over myself to the police..would surrender,probably,not like bloody losers hide inside,make the innocent people prey of their drama...don't know what name they'd give this to-"jehad"...bloody do you know what's jehad?I am a muslim ask me..what i go through in the communities of the social networking websites!who's it this time...?some say hand of Pakistan,some say HUJI,some say Lashkar people!what should we believe in?
The news -"breaking news" kept changing---
"34 hours of terror!"
"46 hours of terror!"
as of now the third night,the correspondents kept changing,journalism is a tough job well...i always thought it as blabbering in front of the camera,in a air conditioned room!heard many times barkha dutt reported continuosly during the indo-pak war! i thought what....??big deal!but it's different when you see it,practically..i was hooked to the telivision...the correspondents kept changing day after day....the news kept changing--
"final assult,"
"hostages released."
this that this that...the reporters kept reporting.."yes ,yes we just heard the rounds of fire.."
the news channels kept shifting places from taj to trident trident to nariman house,it would end now,it would end with in an hour or so..but 3 days!!!!!!!?
I don't know how tough it was to report continuously 3 days!!!! I don't know how tough it was for the commandos to fight for 3 days,not caring their lives,not caring about the fact that their must be a wife,a mother,a father,a sister, a brother...waiting,praying for them to see again alive,i don't know how tough one has to be..to let their loved ones out to die..only to get that martyr tag!a tri color on the body at the time of funeral! and a blooody compensation of few thousand rupees,from the govt!
why can't we be like americans,we can send a satellite to moon...chandrayaan and all!we are ahead of americans on this..aren't we?but why not in terms of security? what's there on moon,why? why ?why? cant we spend the same money on tightening the security???CCtv cameras are there but no one to keep an eye on them!
recently our child and women welfare minister, mrs Renuka chaudhary it seems have spent just 15 -20 lakhs of rupees on just the food of her daughters sangeet!and she felt graceful that at this time of melt down she've provided jobs to many!!!!!!!! can't she see thousands of farmers dying year after year! just the amount of the food of her daughters sangeet can save a handful of farmers lives! can't she realize that? she can see the pressure on the kids working for the tele soaps and she opposes,takes out this rule that rule! can't she see those farmers committing suicide???????

how many trains? how many hotels?how many buses?how many people they wannnnna burn?>?????????
till when do they want to give their bloody so called-" condolence speeches!"
In between the trauma,Narendra Modi comes and says--"janata ko buhot ashayein thi pradhan mantri manmohan ji se..par manmohan ji ne zyada kuch nahi kahan..aur janata ko naraaz kia .."bangggggggg this.......fellow!!!! some one! people are dying!and he again starts the blame game here,delhi elections on 2 days from now,and this fellows trying to gain sympathy,by playing the regular blame game,by rewarding a bit more than the PM Manmohan,he said that the gujarat govt would reward rs 1 crore to the martyrs!does he know how many sacrificed their lives?did he try to even know,what he knew was -hemant karkare,vijay salaskar,ashok kamte!didn't the other commandos loose their lives or was their lives not that important to him?
The new reporter says-"this has become the issue of economy,as their are lives of foreighn delegates involved!"ECONOMY!!!!!!would it less effect you if it wasn't the foreighn delegates???

The Taj was the shaan of mumbai,i've seen it lighten up like a bride,in the normal days and never did i think that i would see it in my life time like this,burning,dark,with smoke coming out of the windows!

I know i can rant on and on and on on this!
but the only Question i ask is till when and why do the innocent people have to sacrifice their lives?

post exam blues!!!!!!

2008-11-25T02:52:00.001-05:00

Well must have heard about exam blues ,but post exam blues...yeah i did experience that too...
the first day after my exams..my first holiday obviously ,was i not suppose to sleep like a dog?
i woke up like i used to since past 3 weeks the day after my exam ,we used to get a break and then the next day another exam..(well its not called a break :p)at 6:00 am! as if i had to study..ok this was ok...i can say that i was much in to exams and got habituated to write exams..but the next day ,in the morning i woke up at 5:00 god!!!!!!i could here the prayers in my ears..i was rushing outa my mosquito net and then i realised it was all over!was i missing exams!? no!!!!!!!!! god who wants that terrible phase to come again..
so..what did i do when i was finally up..same thing as the sem break starts ,every time i do the same....i just plan every time (plan to do yoga) but i actually took the matress and went upstairs with my yoga guru -my mom!did yoga and ya.my mom made me do brisk walk...god my feet were all paining like hell that night( i thought i am ready to sacrifice my figure for this rediculous pains)
i woke up the next day..and ya..dint do brisk walk and the effect was observed i had no pains!!!
the bulb of my mind clicked-"no pain no gain"
the gain here i am talking is about the weight..not gain in weight reduction of course!(this was not needed to say but still to increase the length of my blogf i'd do any thing :p)

then i saw saif ali khans sis..whats her name...ah..this was nt to be forgotten but i forgot..for i aspire my figure to be like that of hers :p
and ya...today morning i was up again ..obviously my sibblings who were jealous seeing me sleeping ..wouldn't let me sleep..and der i went upstairs the weather was pleasant..coool....
i took my cell with me this time,to save it from going in to my bros hands..and inned the head fones and der it goes......my present favourite 7 things of miley cyrus...i even sang it loudly on the terrace ..i donno if any body saw me..i could see the front bunglow of the previous lanes windows open of 5th floor...
well...lets see how long i'd stick to the brisk walk and..how much weight i loose!

I explore---the way techies live!

2008-11-01T09:11:00.000-04:00

Known as the spy--i thought would explore some thing!
My tenants were out of station,out to celebrate Diwali.the keys were with us,and the cleaning and stuff was to be done,so i thought i too'd go and check out the way the techies live.i raised my eye brows,when ever i saw them leaving for their office.i always wanted to see the way they live and the way they eat!and here i got the chance today,so..there i went with my cell in hand..i entered and was shocked to see if it was some thing called"home,"or was it a store house ah...ware house...ah a techie house:P
I raised my eye brows and this raise was bigger than the one look i used to give them when they used to leave for their work place..
yakkkkkkkkkkkk....i yelled as i entered in to the house,is it the way the techies live...huh it was horrible,all articles thrown here and there rugs,books and the cartoons in which they brought their stuff,it was all lying it looked like- did they shift it here just now?but the home was clean and tidy when we gave it to them..and now..errr...the cloths dried inside the home,on a rope that runned in the hall,bean bags thrown,it looked as if there was no life in the house..so were the ppl living in the home were they dead?:P
I know they'd sue me if they see the pictures of the mess they made..(i know this wouldn't come to their notice,unless and untill some enemy of mine would copy-paste the URL of this blog to 'em :P)what if even they file one ,i am already bankrupt..:P
maintaining some decency i apologize for this,in case you see it,please ignore..:p

Life from Holi to Diwali...

2008-10-27T11:36:00.000-04:00

yeah...it's been a long time i blogged,the last post of mine was--"happy holi," I wonder what made my write that "as a blog!":P
Life kept me busy from college to home,home to college,and then again from college to home,in the midst of it was my small insignificant world,in which i almost resided 2-3 hrs of my life...ya..and the span would increase if it was a holiday.the addiction got worsened day by day..any one can fall prey to this site, with it's colorful digital display..it kept me hooked long hours..some times I couldn't even realize that i have missed my lunch,it was only when my mom asked me if i had my lunch,i realized that oops i missed it! the addiction so..had it's own impact--addiction called "ORKUT."Not many friends i had(have in fact),coz the few very close ones didn't ever allot me time to befriend any other fellow orkutians!
the journey was nice,but some thing weird happened through which i realized that i was missing the fresh air outside my room,i was missing the colors apart from the 1000's of pixels of my 19" LCD displayed,i ignored the people from my... don't know how many MM screen!
So, i finally thought i'd live life and balance that "orkut"act and draw the line between those Virtual identities and the beloved ones i iggied ...
wishing myself BeST oF LuCK!for the jurney ahead ,it's been 1 week from now i started practicing taht balance act..it wasn't that difficult..did i miss my friends who live inside my COM...hmm ya..a bit..hee hee quite a lot..but i know i'll get outa it..

happy holi

2008-03-22T02:04:00.000-04:00

happy holi to aalll!!!!!!